Fading away || {Yoongi x BTS}

Chapter 13

Im baaaack, ok that's a lie, my arm still hurts but it's bearable and I've had a great idea what to do next so here u go enjoy 🍬
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It had been two weeks since Yoongis suicide attempt, five days since he had woken up, but those five days were spent in the hospital surrounded by the rest of Bangtan, of course they all were very protective over their small Hyung, now more than ever, having at least one of the boys stay with him every day and night.

Today was a big day for all of Bangtan and management since Yoongi was declared stable enough to be treated at home the next few weeks, which came as a relief to his six bandmates And Sejin, Yoongi didn't really get what was happening since the doctors still had him on heavy painkillers and sleeping aids so his wounds wouldn't bother him so much, by now they were healed enough to not be reopened by arm movements, he had also gained some weight back which was really important even though he only gained back 4kg it was a huge improvement from the 38kg he had dropped down to during the last months.

So the boys packed up Yoongis things and listened to Dr.Lees explanations on what they would have to do so Yoongi would get better, he also warned them that he may relapse or experience panic and anxiety attacks since Rape victims sometimes developed a PTSD, they also received Anti-depressants, Painkillers, Non-Lethal sleeping aids and written instructions on what to check regularly, like Yoongis food intake, his weight gain, the dressing of his wounds and this concussion.

After all of that the boys pretty much jumped through the hospital, excited that they could bring Yoongi home and cuddle him there instead of having to track to the hospital every morning, they were also happy that their comeback had been pushed back to an unknown time so that they could focus on Yoongi for the time being.

Sejin caught them before they completely started shouting in the halls and told Jin, Hoseok and the Maknaes to go wait in the van while he and Namjoon went and got Yoongi so they wouldn't disturb the other patients more than they already had.

The boys except Joon went to the van, not wanting to annoy Sejin since he had gotten them a whole month off so they could deal with everything before having to go back to practice.

Namjoons POV

Sejin Hyung And I walked towards Yoongi Hyungs room, there stood the same nurse from a few days ago, the one with colored hair, she had a clipboard in her hands and was chewing on a stick, when she saw us approaching she waved slightly and smiled, when we stood infront of her she started speaking „He's changing right now, and asked to be left alone for that" she explained, I nodded and Sejin started speaking with her.

I watched them talk for a while, the nurse introduced herself as Saeng-jonja, meaning survivor, I noticed that she was wearing A long sleeved shirt, much like Yoongi Hyung always was these last few summer months, she explained that she asked to be positioned as Hyungs Nurse because she was familiar with these kinds of cases, which I found peculiar.

After about five minutes she knocked on the door and there was a small „im done" from inside, Saeng-jonja told us that we could bring Yoongi Hyung home after we signed some forms, well more like me since I am on all of Yoongi hyungs medical forms.

Sejin-Hyung said to go ahead and sign the forms while he brought Yoongi Hyung to the van, it could take a while since he was still weak, so I followed Saeng-jonja to the reception, she took a few papers and gave me a pen „here you go just sign where the x's are, Then you can take your Hyung and hope that he gets better, well not hope, you have to help him" she said, I nodded and she looked up at me, as if she was staring right through me „You forgot him didn't you" I stopped signing the papers and looked at her, I was shocked, was she just joking ?!, did she know?.

„Don't look so shocked, it's pretty clear what happened, he's a cutter, either their lonely, have depression or just can't cope with things, sure there's other things as well but those are the most common, and the way he talked about you and your frien- boyfriends it's clear he valued you over his own life" She said as if it was normal, I was baffled, what's with this girl, she barley looks 18, „how-how do you know that" I asked.

„It's not hard to tell, well at least for someone who has some knowledge on that field" with that sentence she rolled up her sleeves and revealed her arms full of scars „My name Saeng-jonja is pretty much perfect for me, I survived, much like your Hyung, but when I was in that hole I had someone that helped me try and climb out, you have to be that person for him, or he'll just give up again" she said looking at me challengingly.

„... how do we do that ?" I asked, this girl seems to know a lot, the doctors can help with the physical things of Yoongis problems but we're probably going to have some problems with helping him through the psychological problems.

„It's easy, check in with him, ask him if he needs something but don't be too clingy, show him that you're still affectionate towards him, well if you are, if you aren't just tell him that you still care about him at least, he needs to know that there's someone there for him" she explained, I just nodded and tried to remember everything.

She pulled her sleeves back down and tapped the files, I looked back down and began signing the last two pages „Okay, that's that, you can go to your two hyungs now, sorry for keeping you" she apologized as she took out a folder and put the papers in „it's alright, thank you for the advice" I said and left.

Sejin Hyung Texted me saying that he and Yoongi Hyung were almost at the van now so I went straight to the Van, avoiding the cameramen that were infront of the hospital I Hoppes into the back of the black van and looked around at my bandmates, most of them looked ecstatic, Hobi Hyung was practically jumping around in his seat, Jin Hyung was looking slightly concerned typical for him and Yoongi Hyung looked just about ready to sleep, which he probably was.

Sejin Hyung told the driver that we were ready to go and so we drove back to the dorms with Yoongi Hyung after full two weeks of him staying in the hospital...

It was really great
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Love you Bonbons 🍬
-Liyra