~Johnlock Oneshots~

Like I'm gonna lose you❤️

[warning: this story has mention of the reichenbach fall. May cause flashbacks.]

John's POV:

I found myself dreaming, in silver and gold

I was walking home, from somewhere, I can't remember. I randomly looked at Saint Bart's. I saw Sherlock standing on the roof. My heart dropped. No. "Sherlock! Get off the roof!" I yelled, panicking. 

Like a scene from a movie, that every broken heart knows

"I'm sorry John! Goodbye, my love." He yelled back. Then he jumped.

We were walking on moonlight, you pulled me close...

"NO!" I yelled. Just before he hit the ground...

Split second and you disappeared, and then I was all alone.

I woke up.

I woke up in tears, you by my side...

I screamed, and sat up quickly in bed. I thrusted my arm sideways to feel if he was still there. My hand came in contact with his shoulder. I turned my head rapidly to see Sherlock, my husband, sleeping peacefully next to me. I let out a sigh of relief.

Breath of relief, and I realized..

I was still grasping his shoulder when he begun to stir in his sleep. "John?" He mumbled. I let go of his shoulder, he turned around. "I had a nightmare. You died.". He sat up. "Oh honey." He said as he wrapped his arms around me.

No, we're not promised tomorrow.

We just hugged for a while, slowly swinging soothinly from side to side. We eventually lain back on the bed, still holding each other. "Feel better now?" He asked. "Definetly." I replied. He kissed me and then cuddled into my chest. 

So I'm gonna love you

I rested my chin on top of his head, as I closed my eyes, awaiting for sleep to take over me. 

Like I'm gonna lose you

I was reminded with the memories of Sherlock jumping down off the roof of Saint Bart's, a few years back. He had faked it, but at the time it was real to me.

I'm gonna hold you

I started rubbing Sherlock's back, kind of as a way to remind me that he was still there, and wouldn't leave anytime soon.

Like I'm saying goodbye

I felt his breathing slow down, he fell asleep. I smiled, holding him close. I don't know what I'd do without him.

Wherever we're standing, I won't take you for granted

Cause we'll never know when

When we'll run out of time~

[A/N: sorry, sorry again,]