really bad boy || chensung

45 | author's note

i hope you enjoyed the story!

it took a long time to write and im really happy with how it turned out. i started writing this story at the beginning of summer 2019.

now im writing this author's note bc there is actually a little background story behind this story.

this story is actually based off my own personal love life. lol yea. i put out my whole love life in a story. kind of embarrassing but not really at the same time.

so yea for those who said 'this seems too real' it's because it was.

the reason i did it was because now that i think back to it, it's actually quite interesting and a bit traumatizing but i was able to write a story out of it.

this all started in february of this year and ended around june. so after all this happening i decided to write a story about it.

so this story is around the span of 5 months.

in the story, i represented myself as chenle and jisung was my ex-boyfriend.

you guys might think that jisung/ my ex is an ass... which he was but im ok now and he's doing his own thing now.

this is story is mainly on my perspective and the small amount of perspective that i knew about my ex. it was hard to write "jisungs" perspective because my ex wouldn't really share if he was going through something or not.

as much as i wanted the story to be all sunshine and rainbows that didn't happen. my relationship was just weird and most of the time I would get mad at him but we'd talk it out.

but as of right now, obviously we aren't dating anymore. i moved on as he only started to get worse and more toxic towards me. 

everything that was written in this story is very accurate but there are some things that i had to change but it was mainly just the characters and a bit of the story but that's about it.

including the ending of the story since we're both still in high school [well when i was writing this as well] but i did want a happy ending more since it's a chensung story so i could write whatever. 

if you have any questions, i am glad to answer them in the comments! so if you want comment any questions you have.

so i hope you liked it the story!