❤(ӦvӦ。) Bisexual-Crisis

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(A/N) This chapter may be longer than usual.
A Request from The-team-of-secrets
I tweaked it a little so everyone is playing 7 minutes in heaven and everyone is 18 UwU
Also *slight* smut warning. Maybe. I don't know.
Might be split into 2 parts!

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AIZAWA:

Hizashi has been my best friend for AGES now. We had the occasional hang-out sessions, platonic dates, and even sleepovers. Well, sleepovers are only ever at Hizashi's house, because.. unpleasant stuff goes on in mine. Over time, I haven't seen him as a friend, but more than one. I've never been the type to express my feelings and thoughts, though. There's one thing that's stopping me from showing those feeling though. I'm in a relationship with Nemuri, but I don't think she's the one for me. Sure, she's a great person with a fun personality and stunning looks, but I feel like she deserves someone better than me. Because I didn't want to upset her, I kept those feelings buried deep down and locked away.

That was my mistake.

Hizashi would always hang out with other people, since he was pretty popular and very extroverted. Sometimes it made me jealous. Pathetic, right?

*INSERT RINGTONE*

I pulled out my phone from my pocket and answered the phone, but kept it away from my ear just to be safe.

"SHOOOOTA!" I knew it. I've learned ways to avoid his ear-raping quirk. Keep the damn phone away from your ear.
"What? Also, please stop screaming through the phone."
"Come over! Let's have a sleepover!"
A bit of a sudden request.
"Sure, why not. See you at like.. 6:30pm."
"Wait there's someone el-"
I hung up on him, not wanting to deal with his shenanigans.

-TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY YOUR TIRED AND LAZY AUTHOR-

"Open the damn door. I'm here." I shout in the window. I heard someone running towards the door.

"Oh, hey Shota!" Nemuri said cheerfully. What was Nemuri doing here?
"Uh, hey Nemuri..."
I reluctantly walk inside. I'd prefer it if it was just me and Hizashi but I guess it can't be helped..
I see Hizashi sitting on his bed, watching something on his phone.
"So, why am I here again?" I ask in a bored, monotone voice.
"Oh, I'm hosting a-" Hizashi was cut off to the door opening. The three of us shot our attention towards it.
"Yamada's hosting a slumber party, and I am here!" Yagi said proudly. I groan in annoyance as Nemuri giggled.

"Oh oh oh! I just remembered! We're all 18, right?" Nemuri said quietly. We nod. "We can finally have alcohol! I even brought some with me just in case!" She said excitedly. Yagi shook his head in disagreement.
"I'm not drinking unless I want my behind to be kicked out the window by Torino." He chuckled. I stayed silent, not wanting to engage in the conversation and silently fighting the urge to fall asleep.
"I can try it.." Hizashi mumbled anxiously. I could already tell that he was thinking of all the bad things that could happen if he started to drink alcohol. Nemuri hissed with joy.
"What about you, Sho'?"

I didn't really want to, but if Hizashi was doing it, I might as well join in. I nod my head lightly. Just like that, Nemuri scrambled to her feet and grabs a bottle of beer. She set it in the middle of the circle and placed a cup in front of us. Yagi's one had water in it, and the rest of us had the beer.
"Aizawa, you can go first!" Nemuri said. I looked into the drink. It smelt like.. well, like beer. I hesitantly pick up the cup, watching Nemuri silently cheering me on. I sigh, and down the glass. It tasted okay, but it's better that anything Hizashi can make. Whenever we do cooking in class, I always make sure that he can't touch anything. After all, I'm not gonna pay for burned-down property.

-another time skip cos I'm frickin bored-

We didn't have much because we wanted to be safe. Just 2 or 3 shots were enough for us. It was going smoothly, until Nemuri had her great idea.
"I know what we could play!" Nemuri said suddenly. All eyes were fixed on her, waiting for the solution to our boredom which never seemed to end.
"What is it?" Yagi said. Nemuri let out a small, mischievous chuckle. That sent a giant red flag coursing through my last remaining brain cells (that is if I have any left).
"We're gonna play 7 Minutes In Heaven!" She smirked. Hizashi looked like he was about to faint. I felt like I was about to faint. Me and my bisexual-crisis.
"W-wait what?!" Yagi said nervously. "I want to keep my virginity with me, thank you very much!" Nemuri snorted.
"If you don't wanna get to serious, just tell whoever gets in the closet with you." Hizashi reassured him. Nemuri placed a water bottle in the middle of the circle.

"I'm going first!" She exclaimed quickly. She has no shame, we thought. Nemuri spun the bottle with a grin plastered on her face. It landed on... me? Well, kind of. It landed in between me and Yagi. Nemuri didn't even care, she just chose me. She grabbed my wrist and pulled me to my feet and I reluctantly follow her. As she drags me to the closet, I look back at Hizashi and Yagi. Hizashi's face was... worried? Disappointed? Sad? It was a face of mixed emotions, but I didn't pay much attention to it.

We sat in the closet for a minute or two, until-
"Shōta, I need to ask you something." She said quietly. Nemuri sounded like she was ready to cry..
"What is it?" I asked.
"Do you... love me? Like, love love me? Am I the one for you?" She said. It wasn't like her to be so forward with her questions. I thought for a moment, thinking of ways on how to not hurt her feelings by telling her the truth?

"Nemuri.." I breathed. I took a deep breath and placed my hand on hers. "You're amazing. You're a beautiful person, you know? But... I don't think this will work out. You deserve someone who shares your interests. You deserve someone who is the one for you. Nemuri, please don't get sad or angry at my answer, all I'm saying is that you deserve better. I'm just gonna be a burden to you. I'm just gonna add to your problems. So please, please understand what I'm trying to say, because love is a language that I can't seem to understand properly yet. It's not that I don't like you, because I do. I just don't think I'm the one for you."

Silence.

More silence. It was deathly silent.

I waited for the worst to happen, but that never came. The only thing that came was a warm embrace and tears. Nemuri buried her face in my neck and cried softly, hugging me tightly.

"It's okay, Sho.. I understand." Nemuri said. "Can we still be friends though?"
"Of course, Nemuri." I replied in relief, glad that things went according to plan. We continued to hug tightly, until a knock came on the door of the closet.
"Your 7 minutes are up guys!" Yagi chirped. He opened the door to find us in each other's arms. Nemuri's tear stained cheeks were illuminated in the lamp light and my wet eyes glistened.
"Hey, what's wrong you two?" Yagi said in a concerned and worried tone. Hizashi peered over his shoulder.
"You guys okay?" Hizashi said.
"Y-yeah, we'll tell you guys what happened later. Let's continue the game then!" Nemuri said in her cheerful tone. Her spirits were raised surprisingly quickly.

That was part 1! Stay tuned for part 2!
This was a raw chapter and no editing took place so if there are any grammar mistakes please tell me! Another angst chapter coming soon too!

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