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it was around 7:30pm on a thursday night when me and my bestfriend delilah decided to go and see our other bestfriend, freddie, sing in a band he had recently joined. freddie has always been an amazing singer and he knew it, he was a bit over the top with singing sometimes, but i still love him.'ready?' delilah says, eager to get out the door. she had a massive crush on one of the members in freddie's band. he was called brian and he was extremely tall, but so was delilah. i normally associated brian with a poodle since his hair was literally a poodle. 'yeah' i reply, shaken out of my daydream.
~1 hour later~
the concert had now finished and people were rushing towards the bar, i didn't deal well with crowds, or just people in general. i looked for freddie or delilah but i couldn't make out where they had gone. i quickly ran outside for fresh air when i heard a raspy voice behind me 'hey', oh shit. roger. i'd always had a bit of a crush on him even though we'd never talked so i knew i was blushing. 'h-hey' i replied nervously, fuck i stuttered and now i was even more embarrassed. 'you okay? you looked like you were panicking in there? want a drink or anything'. as a rule i didn't drink, i'd end up telling all my secrets and i could never be seen in public again. 'yeah i'm fine, just don't deal well with crowds' i replied honestly. 'ah i understand. freddie's round back, i figured you're friends with him' roger said lighting a cigarette. 'yeah okay thanks' i walked away blushing. i had no clue where 'out back' was. 'uh you're going the wrong way' roger laughed taking a drag from his cigarette. 'oh uh i knew that' i said embarrassingly and quickly walked the other way.after ten minutes of wandering around i finally found freddie with brian and deaky. 'oh darling, did you like the show?' freddie said enthusiastically. 'i loved it' i smiled. freddie quickly took my hand and dragged me away. he frowned and quietly said 'when are you going to get rid of alex?'. alex was my boyfriend and we'd been together for a year but i hated him, freddie knew this but i wouldn't admit it. 'soon' i replied lying. freddie gave me a concerned look and i just fake smiled. alex had never hurt me or anything but he was simply horrible, he says things that hurt yeah, but i did fall in love with him and i'm afraid to let things go. 'good' freddie replied, we both knew i was lying.
~20 minutes later~
everyone in the bar had left now so we decided to sit in there, delilah and roger had appeared by now and roger was sitting extremely close to me, i pretended to mind but i didn't.~1 hour later~
it was just me and roger now and he had somehow persuaded me to get drunk, i was telling him everything but i didn't care at the time. he was gorgeous. i probably looked like a mess but roger didn't seem to mind as he was joking and almost flirting with me. 'let's get you home, it's 1 in the morning' roger laughed. 'i simply won't allow it' i giggled. 'wanna come back to my place' he asked 'alex will kill me' i hiccuped. 'you can't go home like this, you can sleep in my bed, i'll sleep on the sofa' roger said as i stared into his ocean blue eyes. 'fineeee' i giggled~20 minutes later~
we were at rogers now, his apartment was a total shit hole, i'm usually quite a tidy person so this was shocking. roger led me upstairs to his room and gave me a t-shirt to sleep in and some water. 'the showers in there but i recommend you get to sleep' he pointed to a door which was the bathroom by my guess. i can't really remember what happened after that but i woke up with the worst headache ever and a fear of alex knowing i was here. he would loose his shit if he found out i was in roger taylor's bed. i had fucked up.
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a/nthis is really shit ahh sorry, i'll promise to make the chapters better.
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