roger and i had woke up and we both had somehow caught a cold and we both were incredibly tired. roger wasn't doing anything with the band today so he already had the day off so i decided to call in sick. my boss was extremely nice and didn't mind at all. i probably could go into work, i just would rather stay home with roger.
he was still asleep when i woke up, i didn't want to disturb him as he looked so calm and peaceful. i knew if i woke him up, he'd never get back to sleep so i just cuddled up next to him and fell back asleep for around and hour. this time when i woke up, roger was already awake. i figured he hadn't been awake long as he looked quite rough. still adorable as ever though. he slung one arm around me and snuggled into my neck. 'sleep well?' he asked me with a raspy morning voice, 'not really, i didn't have a nightmare this time so it wasn't the worst' i laughed. neither of us wanted to get out of bed so we just sat and cuddled for around 15 minutes.
when we finally decided to get up we hauled our heavy bodies downstairs and plopped on the sofa. 'tea?' i asked looking at roger and he nodded. i got up and plodded to the kitchen and put the kettle on. i grabbed the teabags out of the cupboard chucked them into our mugs. my only talent was making tea, i was honestly the best at it. rogers tea making skills were not great at all, it always annoyed me how he would put the milk in first.
i made the tea and took it to roger who was sat on the sofa staring into the abyss. we both sat in silence for a brief moment as i rested my head on rogers shoulder. our silence was suddenly broken by the phone ringing. i tried to get up to get it but roger gently pushed me back down and said 'don't worry love, i'll get it', i just smiled at him as i was too exhausted to say anything. i could tell it was delilah on the phone as roger rolled his eyes and said 'mhm', he didn't particularly love her, i mean they were exes, that was weird to think about. i always thought delilah still had a bit of a thing for roger and i was constantly scared she would take him from me. i knew she wouldn't do that to me, but it still crossed my mind every now and then.
roger put the phone back on the hook and sighed. 'delilah and jake are coming over in a bit' he huffed. i didn't really want them to come over but i know i would be glad when they got here, that's what always happened.
~20 minutes later~
jake and delilah had just arrived and roger and i looked completely dead but i didn't mind, everyone here had seen me at my worst. roger snuck up behind me and wrapped his arms around my neck and repeatedly kissed my head. 'get a room' jake said rolling his eyes. 'you're just jealous that rogers dating y/n and not you, we all know you have a massive crush on her, just admit it' delilah said quite bitchily. i blushed a lot and i felt rogers grip tighten around me as if he was claiming me as his, which i found quite sweet. 'no i don't, stop trying to cover up the fact you have a fat crush on roger still' jake shouted with furrowed eyebrows. roger and i just sat there silently witnessing the mess in front of us. they continued arguing for a few minutes until they both gave up. it was quite awkward as they were literally fighting about roger and i.
~a few hours later~
it was coming up to 10pm and delilah and jake left a little over half an hour ago. roger and i had just sat and talked the whole time about pointless stuff until he jumped up and grabbed my hand. freddie had got us a beautiful record player which i expect was quite expensive and roger grabbed a vinyl and shoved it in. the first song that played was heroes by david bowie (i'm aware it didn't come out that year but just pretend it did for now). we both loved this song and roger pulled me up and twirled me around. we danced awfully to the song, we knew we were shit at dancing but it didn't stop us. roger span around in a circle while dancing. i really did love him. he was all i could ever want and more. a smile appeared on his face as he bounced round in circles until i stopped him and kissed him. (if you've watched the end of the f***ing world imagine the scene where james and alyssa are dancing). he kissed me back, deepening the kiss until he pulled away and smiled. he grabbed my hand once again and lead me to the balcony where we sat looking at the moon and the stars. i had been obsessed with space since i was little and always find it fascinating. roger pulled me close to him and wrapped and arm around my shoulders. i snuggled my head into his neck breathing in his scent of smoke and cologne. that's the night we made friends with the moon.
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a filler chapter again whoops. the title and the end was based on a lil peep lyric i love heh.
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