Kidnapping Sophie

Why all the fuss

Song: God only knows by For Kings and Country

After all the nurses and the doctor checks me out they leave the room. When the door opens back up I am not that shocked to see my mom but I am. What the hell...I glare at Andy. "You called my mom...I'm not a little kid I can take care of my damn self."

She looks at him and then back over at me. "Sophie...Oh my goodness you...you are awake." She rushes over to hug me as if she has cared about me all these freaking years. Ok...maybe she has and my mind just likes playing tricks on me but still. "Sophie you really...."

I cut her off not caring what she really...has to say, "mom just don't...I don't feel like hearing it. I know...I fucked up this time like always...but apparently I keep doing something wrong because I am still here."

"Well....apparently it's just not your time to leave this world just yet...God has plans for you and he is not done with you yet."

"Since when do you believe in God?"

"Sophie!!!"

"What...and since when did you ok some strange guy to watch over your daughter...seriously mom he could be some crazy psycho do all kinds of weird shit to me while I'm out of it." I glance up to see Andy still in the room.

This pisses my mom off. I watch as she looks up to Andy with sad eyes. "Andy...can you please excuse us...I need to talk to her alone."

He smiles back at my mom and then looks down at the floor. I watch as he gathers up all his belongings. "No problem Jessica...I got to be going anyway, see you tomorrow."

"Yes...and Andy....thank you."

"You're welcome."

When he leaves the room, I know I hit a nerve by the look she gives me. "Look her missy...that man has been nothing but nice to you. He takes time out of his day just to come by here to give you company."

"Yeah...well I didn't ask him too. Who the hell is he anyway, seriously he could be the crazy one and you think I am?"

"You are not crazy Sophie...and he is just a kind soul that took an interest in you."

"An interest...what some kind of sick love thing going on...by the way without my consent." I snap back at her.

"Stop it...just stop it...I am not going to argue with you and I am not getting into this dammit. Andy works here. He was also in a coma a few years ago and he thought he could help you wake up if he came everyday to talk to you. He truly has a kind heart...hell his whole family does. So stop all this BS...we should be thinking of what to do now."

Well I guess it worked...him talking to me...singing to me. I'm awake...hallelujah...praise Jesus...I'm alive. I don't mean to be rude it's just I have been trying to escape this world for years now...every since the voices started getting bad and the visions...I just want it all to end but I know they are still there. I don't hear them at the moment or see them...but I know in the back of my mind they are still there.

I look at my mom and roll my eyes and just shut my mouth because there is no since in arguing with her. She has always managed to get the last word in. She starts talking again and I pretend to fall back asleep. But she keeps on talking until she is done with what she has got to say. I feel her come closer to me and lift the blanket to pull it up over me and she bends over to kiss me on the forehead. "I really do love you Sophie," she whispers.

I wait for her to leave the room before opening my eyes back up. But it's not too long after that that I actually fall back asleep.

The next morning I wake up with the sun shining through this one part in the curtains. I want to get up and close it but again my body doesn't want to work right. I grip the side rails on the bed and pull myself up. Once in sitting I debate on moving over to the edge thinking of what happened last night. I hear someone talking in the corner of the room. I already know that voice when I look up to see Emily sitting there.