This is not home

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Song: Unfortunate Soul By Kailee Morgue

"Well this is home sweet home...come on darlin' let's get you inside." He gestures to the run down place as if it was a freaking palace...what a joke.I shrug and slide out of the seat. He holds his hand out for me and then we walk towards the run down place.

There is so much garbage on the outside that it makes me wonder if inside will be just the same. Not to mention all the flies swarming around looking for moldy things that I know is in there somewhere, but I don't dare look.  This place is a dump. I say that because this place should be condemned. Holy hell...I mean I wasn't expecting the Holiday Inn or anything but this is nothing what I had expected.  Some of the windows are even broken. He doesn't even have the door locked...hell maybe it doesn't even lock.

When I walk in after him, I feel like I just entered into another world. The place is trashed just as bad on the inside. Not to mention stains on the carpet and a few bugs roaming the walls. The place is condensed; the small living room shares the same space as the kitchen.  Which by the way I think there is a hole in the floor for rodents to get in and out whenever they want.

When I look over, the sink is piled high with dirty dishes. I'm sure food is so stuck that it would take a miracle to actually get pry off. Hell the trash is even over flowing onto the floor. This can't be his place....no way in hell.

"Sorry...if I had known you were coming here today I would have cleaned up a little. Well as you can see this is the main part of the place. Back there to the left is the bathroom and that door right there is the bedroom." He points towards the back. I don't have the nerve to say anything...this place is really gross. I never imagined a guy like him living in a place like this. But then again what do I know...

"Come on let me show you the bedroom." He grabs my hand and pulls me though the small hallway. I have to step over trash and when I kick some out of the way bugs scatter off giving me chills running down my whole body. I want to scream out but I don't.

 He opens the door and the room is just a messy with clothes here and there. The bed is even a mess where he woke up in the morning and didn't bother fixing it back. There are posters all over the wall of heavy metal bands and skulls...and a few with naked woman. There is also a bedside table by the bed with an ashtray and a broken mirror with traces of white powder on top.

I go to turn around to walk back into the living area and he stops me. "Where are you going?"

"Uhm....to the bathroom...is that alright. I...I....got to go."

"Oh...ok...its right there." He opens the door all the way for me to go in. I walk in and I want to shut the door but he pushes it back open. "Come on darlin' don't be shy...if you gonna be here I'm bound to see you."

I think of Kade in that moment. Kade said almost the same thing. But Kade is gone now and apparently he was not real...unlike Jasper. I feel vulnerable around him for some reason. With Kade...he was just different it was like he got me...like he just knew me deep down. But then again I guess he would if I made him up like they said I did. I take a deep breath and pull the grey work pants down to pee. I go to pull them up and he grabs them from me.

"You don't need these anymore...I will get you some clothes that will fit you better."I look up at him and try to smile. I am now only wearing the long sleeved shirt with his name on the upper right hand corner and then my panties. I stand up to wash my hands and then as I am walking out of the bathroom he pulls me back into the bedroom.

His hands are in my hair, his lips on mine, hot and sticky like almost makes me want to vomit. He lets go and I feel his hands glide up the shirt and then before I can even blink he picks me up and throws me onto the bed. His rough hands unbutton the shirt in seconds and I am fully exposed to him. I am gasping for air.

He takes his shirt off and I see him now...all of him...completely tattooed head to toe...Holy hell. I don't have time to ask about them. "Wait...stop...I'm not ready for this."

"Darlin'...you have been begging for this for months now...don't tell me you are not ready."

I push my hands between our bodies and I hold him away from me. "I...I...I've never really done this before."

He looks down at me like I have got to be lying. "A girl like you never had sex before...don't lie to me. I don't like being lied to."

"I'm not....please....stop give me time." I try to hold him away from me.

"Well...guess you should have thought about that. Kinda late now darlin'."His hands find its way between my legs and then I feel him inside of me. My eyes go wide with the sensation coming over me. I try to fight him off of me but it's not working. I reach up and hit the shit out of him, only for him to reciprocate and his hand backhands the shit out of my cheek. I taste a salty metallic taste all in my mouth. I have to fight back the tears. I know this is all my fault; I led him on...I asked for this.

When he is finished he sits up and grabs the mirror off of the table. He opens the drawer and pulls out a small bag of white stuff and empties it onto it and then bends down to sniff it up. He looks over at me. "You want some darlin'?"

I shake my head no and roll over on my side.

He does another hit and then slaps me on the bottom. "Get your sweet ass up and fix me something to eat."When I don't move he stands up and pulls me up by my hair. "Get your sweet little ass up and get in there and fix me something...don't make me ask you again."

I stand up and wobble to the kitchen. I look in the fridge and grab a few eggs out and the bacon. I look around for a clean skillet and nothing...everything is dirty. He walks up behind me. "Is there a problem?"

I shake my head no. "Everything is dirty."

"So clean it up...damn how hard it is?"

Apparently pretty hard...because you can't do it. But I don't say anything...instead I take the dishes out of the sink and start washing them. "Are we leaving in the morning...I thought maybe we could go somewhere far away?"

"Darlin'...this is home. I ain't got money can't you see that. Now I helped you get out of that place. Wasn't that what you wanted...the least you could do it help me around the house."

"I just thought..."

He interrupts me. "You thought what...that I would take you to the beach...maybe across the country or something..." He laughs as he stands right behind me. He places his hands on my hips. "This is good as it gets darlin'....now you be a good little girl and do what I tell you to do or I will take your sweet little ass back there and do you know what they will do to you. Do you know what they do to the girls that escape...it ain't pretty...so I suggest you find a way to be satisfied with what you got."

I don't say anything. I think about what could possible happen to me. Would it be better to go back or live like this? I fight back the tears and start cooking.

 Emily and Ava are yelling at me the whole time.

"What a prick...you can't let him get by with this."

"Don't let him treat you this way...hell I never thought he would be this way."

"You have to leave...Sophie...you can't be with him."

I let them go back and forth as a few tears fall down my cheek. When I am done I place the food on a plate and hand it to him."That's my girl..." he pats the space beside him. "Come sit down."

I do...because I am afraid of what he might do. What the hell did I get myself into?


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Author's Note:

So what do you guys think about Jasper?

Do you think she will escape or go back into the dark world in her head?

Guess we will all have to wait and see how this plays out...wish Sophie luck!!!

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