I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

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a/n: i want *****😭

jahseh's p.o.v

shakira hurt her foot, so i had to roll her on the suitcase when we went inside the airport.

everyone just gave us stares of confusion, but it's okay.

shakira was wearing a half sleeved shirt, so you can see all of the scars on her wrists.

it hurts just to look at it.

my stomach began to tense up as i rushed to the bathroom when everyone was putting their suitcases to get measured.

i ran in a stall and threw up.

these types of things make me like this.

i was okay now, so i went outside and bought a water.

i went back to the crew and i told them what happened but i didn't tell them why.

they all understood.

we were waiting for our flight.

we all got hungry so we decided to get food.

we went to the panda express and ate there.

we finished right on time because we heard the airport people call our flight.

15 minutes later...

the squad was all boarded and then we just played around until we were about to take off.

40 minutes after take off...

i had to go pee again, so i went to the bathroom.

i passed by and saw a girl sleeping.

she was wearing a tank top and you can see her wrists.

oh my god.

her wrists.

poor girl.

i ran to the bathroom again and threw up.

i rinsed my mouth and then headed back to my seat.

i fell asleep as soon as my head hit the uncomfortable seat.

5 hours later...

a/n: i'm not sure that's how long the flight is from broward to L.A, but let's just hope it is.

i woke up on shakira's shoulder and her head on top of mine.

i got up slowly and kissed her forehead.

"wake up, my love. it's time to go." i said.

a/n: mbn to be called that.

she slowly woke up and looked tired.

i forgot that she can't walk that well, so i held her from one side.

we got off of the plane and grabbed our suitcases after waiting for them for 15 minutes.

we took a huge van uber thing to the hotel.

we arrived at the hotel and shakira was still asleep and i didn't want to wake her up, so i carried her to our room, which was surprisingly already ready for us.

we got to the bed and passed out since it was 9:30 p.m. already.

the next day...

i woke up to someone kissing all over my face.

i smiled a little and then opened my eyes to see shakira.

"come on. let's go downstairs and eat." she said and then smiled.

i got ready really quickly and then ate breakfast with the squad.

we were really loud the whole time and i'm surprised that we didn't get kicked out.

we all headed back to our rooms after inhaling some really good food.

we were about to go to swimming in the pool.

we decided to not go out yet, since we have much more time here.

i got dressed and shakira put on her bikini.

shakira, the squad, and i all raced down the stairs.

whoever won was getting dick/pussy tonight from the person who was second place.

dumb game, i know, but we're crazy i guess.

diamond was first place and stokeley was second place.

"damn, girl. how do you run so fast?" stokeley asked diamond, out of breath.

"i used to do track." she said and shrugged her shoulders.

"why are you so out of breath? i didn't even know you could run, nxgga." i said.

"aye, just because i gain a few more pounds than all of you, that doesn't mean shit. i'm losing weight. and besides, I'M GETTING SOME PUSSY TODAY! WATERRRRRR!" stokeley yelled.

a/n: stokeley is losing weight, but i still love him either way😔🥰

we all laughed at him and got to the pool.

we relaxed over there and drank some shots.

after a while, we became a little tired and decided to head back up.

as soon as we got to the bed, i passed out.

2 hours later...

i woke up with loud noises coming from the room next to us.

i heard their bed frame hitting against our walls.

who the fuck-

oh, now i remember.

i chuckled and went back to sleep.

a/n: random ass chapter. i missed you guys.

TBC...
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