I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

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a/n: long live jahseh💔
you were gone too soon, vro istg.
ilysfm and i miss you more and more every day.
i can't believe that it's been one fucking year.
it feels like just yesterday that i heard the news and my heart tore apart which caused my life to change.

this chapter is going to be a happy one because we should celebrate a life.

shakira's p.o.v

i woke up extra, extra early because i had a surprise for jahseh.

i took a quick ass shower and then put on some sweatpants and a hoodie because it was hold outside.

i checked the time.

the appointment starts in 15 minutes.

i went up to stokeley's room and busted the door open.

"nxgga, what the fuck is wrong with you!?" stokeley said, whining.

"can i borrow your car for an hour?" i asked him.

"if you let me sleep then yes. the keys are on the floor." stokeley said.

i grabbed the keys off of the floor and then thanked him.

before i closed the door, i could hear him snoring again.

why were the keys on the floor?

whatever. i'm not nancy drew.

i quietly went down the stairs and went outside.

i hopped inside stokeley's car and then drove off.

i didn't eat yet, so i went to ihop.

yes, i went by myself.

if anything happens to me, i know how to defend myself.

i made sure to eat quickly because the appointment starts in 5 minutes.

i ran out of the door and drove off to the place where i had to go.

when i got there, i thanked the person.

i smiled when i saw the new bmw i8 which is now jahseh's.

since i took stokeley's car, i'm going to drive it back home and then the worker is going to drive jahseh's new car back to the boys' house.

i was so happy.

i can already picture jahseh's face when he sees what i got for him.

hopefully he'll be happy.

when i got home, it was 9:00 a.m. and jahseh was still asleep.

i just decided to take a quick nap next to him.

he woke up and then put his arms around me and then he dozed off to sleep again.

i chuckled at that and then fell asleep.

i woke up at 11:00 which woke jahseh up.