I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore

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a/n: this book is a mess, so i might end it soon.

should i make a stokeley book?

play the video when i tell you to :)

jahseh's p.o.v

i read the text again and deleted it.

"fReE iPhOnE hEaDaSs." i said, irritated.

i opened the door and everyone started laughing at me.

"what?" i said, still a little irritated.

"nxgga, who were you talking to? casper? fReE iPhOnE hEaDaSs." stokeley said.

everyone started laughing again and i started smiling and then laughed too.

shakira got out of the shower in her basketball shorts and a nike t shirt.

just as i was about to sit down, someone else knocked on the door.

"ughhh." i said, annoyed.

everyone just laughed at how stupid i was being.

i opened the door and saw a man holding our food, i grabbed it and thanked him.

since i was trying to be nice, i gave him a tip.

i gave everyone their food and we ate while watching a basketball game.

"BITCH, THAT'S A FOUL!" shakira screamed.

everyone looked at her in surprise.

"what?" she asked, confused.

"girl, since when did YOU start watching basketball." ashley said, confused.

a lot of people where saying yeah and sounding confused.

she just shooed them away with her hand and said, "since before the womb." and then she laughed a little.

everyone continued watching until damian lillard shot a deep three until everyone looked at each other.

a/n: play the video. i freaked out when i was watching that game.

everyone looked at stokeley who looked like he was trying not to say it, until we all said it.

"WATERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!" we all yelled.

and then we all laughed.

the rest of the night, we just ate and watched movies until we fell asleep.

the next morning...

i woke up and saw everyone sleeping in the weirdest places ever.

stokeley and diamond were sleeping in the hot tub.

ayleks and michael were on the sink.

nick and ashley were laying against the wall and fell asleep on each others' shoulders.

danny and aaliyah were on the sofa.

everyone else were in weird, weird places.

i just ignored it and kissed shakira's forehead and then took a shower.

today we were gonna go snorkeling.

3 hours later...

everyone already woke up, got dressed, and everything.

that leads us to right now, in the bus, going to an island.

1 hour later...

we are currently on a boat, going to different places on the way.

i brought my fake id and got everyone hennessy shots.

i'm not trying to get too tipsy because we're in another country and who knows what can happen here.

the instructor told us how to put on our life jackets and the safety rules.

there was a guy trying to help the girls get into the water, with his hand.

shakira didn't need any help, but he reached for her hand, anyway.

my body became hot and i looked into a small mirror next to me and my eyes became pitch black.

i was heated.

but why?

i thought this was gone.

it can't be here.

it's not supposed to be here.

i just tried to shake it off.

i was the last one to get into the deep water and shakira looked into my eyes.

"jahseh, why are your eyes black?" she asked, concerned.

"i'll tell you later." i said, whispering.

she just nodded and i looked around for that guy who held shakira's hand.

maybe i can drown him.

the water here is deep enough.

shakira will never leave me for him...

or at least i think she won't.

but she won't because she loves me too much for that.

it was just a hand touch, it meant nothing.

these voices in my head have me fucked up.

fuck that nxgga.

he means nothing to shakira.

we started swimming since we already had our goggles, snorkeling gear, and life jackets on.

all the guys had on were basketball shorts and the girls had their bikinis on.

a/n: eww that made me cringe idk why. bIkInIs. i'm sorry.

we were all swimming and we saw all of the beautiful ocean life.

it looked so nice that i forgot to breathe and now my breathing pipe was underwater.

finally...

my death is finally here.

a/n: idk what this chapter was but i hoped you enjoyed it, anyway.

what do you think will happen to jahseh?

TBC...
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