Homin Pride drabbles

#10

3rd Person's P.O.V:

Yunho wasn't gonna force the younger male to stay, this opportunity only comes once in a life time and he loves his boyfriend to the end of the earth and no matter how much it hurts... He would not be the reason why Changmin could not follow his dreams. 

He wanted to see his lover shine like the star he knows he is and he wants everyone else to see that, it is a bitter goodbye but one he would do for Changmin, it is all he could do for the man he loves. 

He is willing to leave first, it is no problem... he tries to convince himself of the thought. Trying to make peace before Changmin, himself could make his own mind up, but he knew that Changmin should take the audition and make it. 

He wipes away the silly tears that run down his face, it blurs his vision, but these are mixed tears of joy and sadness. He is willing to put Changmin first, it has always been the younger man in his mind. 

He was afraid to approach his lover when he gets back from his college classes and Yunho has barely came home from his own mind numbing hell and he was met by the letter in their mailbox. 

He sat on the couch and stared at the Seoul view and wondered what life will be like after Changmin has long forgotten about him and on to bigger and better things. His heart shattered again.

He wants Changmin to be happy, it isn't wrong to want the best for the one you love right? 

He doesn't want Changmin to worry about him. He will be fine, it will be, Yunho will pick himself off the ground and rebuild his life and maybe one day... Changmin and him could be together again or not.

Whatever life brings... he will accept with an understanding heart and knows that the choices he made are ones he made without regret.

He doesn't want Changmin to stay for him.

-The End