Homin Pride drabbles

#21

3rd Person's P.O.V: 

He missed his lover dearly, couldn't stand the distance, it made him worry and weep. They hadn't seen each other in months and he knows he shouldn't be so emotional about their parting. His heart couldn't help it, with schedules and different priorities they could never meet, it was hard to keep up with one another and what is going in each other's lives. 

But their feelings never deterred or changed, it was always the other in their reeling hearts, it would never be a doubt or question as to who is in their heart. If you ask, it would be the other's name rolling off their tongue and nobody else.

"Hey hyung." Yunho surprised to hear from the other man. 

"Hey Min, How is Los Angeles?" It is night time in Seoul and in California. 

The time is eight-forty-eight pm here and four-forty-eight am in Los Angeles and the man should be asleep and not calling him. 

"It is good... I can't sleep when you aren't here." Changmin voice trembling a bit. 

"I have had sleepless nights as well Changdol. What is wrong?" He knew something is off. He could feel it in his jellies. 

"Nothing, it's just... I miss you and hearing your voice isn't enough. We haven't met in almost seven months, it is making me go crazy and I know I sound stupid but I think you will leave cuz you will get tired."

Their jobs are demanding and physical, they knew what they signed up to when they started dating. Changmin is a special agent for some very high rank government, it is a 'we are here and nobody knows kind of thing.' 

Yunho is a Japanese interpreter for a multi million companies and they always need him either for phone calls or business meetings either in Korea, Japan, or wherever he is needed. 

They met nine years ago in Japan actually, the younger man was undercover and Yunho of course there for business and they bumped into each other and the rest is history really. It is fate that they met but it was a simple incident but the world never makes mistakes only prolongs the inevitable or speeds up the encounter. 

"I miss you too Changmin and I was scared to tell you. I am not going to walk away so easily, just cuz the going gets tough. Min, nine years of our relationship is too important and I have felt the same way I felt when I first knew I fell in love with you." He is in it for the long run.

"I love you too Yun." Changmin chuckles. 

"Three more months and I swear to you that I will not be leaving anymore. I will ask for a transfer to a desk job or a home base, it is too lonely and dangerous. I know how my job makes you feel but you are always supporting me and waiting for me." This mission is his last and final one. 

"I know how much you love it and you don't have to change for me, it is fine Min." Yunho in truth, he is terrified of what Changmin does, it makes him fear that his boyfriend one day will never come home. 

"I love you more than this job and I want to be around more often, it is unfair to you. I have been gone for longer and you never complained or got upset, only love and support. I have the best boyfriend ever." Changmin meant every word of it. 

"I will never stop supporting you in your endeavors cuz I love you." Yunho is his person and Changmin is his. 

The line goes silent for a bit.

"Look outside and look up at the moon." Changmin voice just a whisper making the older man's spine tingle. 

He opens the curtains and is met with the blacken sky and tiny specs of sterling silver lite stars that outshine the rest and the ethereal  beauty of the moon. It is beautiful and glowing, it makes him sigh and reminisce. 

"You see it right?" Changmin's voice brings him a semblance of clarity. 

"I do." He misses his boyfriend more than ever. 

"I am looking up at the moon and we might be thousands and thousands of miles away from each other. But we are experiencing the same moment... the same sky and just know that I am here and all you have to do is look at the moon and know that I am here." The older man took comfort in his words. 

"I promise, I will be home soon and I love you Yunho. Sleep well and I am happy to hear your voice and I have an early morning." He sounds fatigued and Yunho wants to scold him but does not have the heart to after their talk. 

"Be safe Min and get some sleep.... I love you too and I will always wait for you." He never doubts the man and always puts his faith and trust in him. 

He hangs up and looks at the moon once more and sighs in content. 

-The End