Homin Pride drabbles

#6

3rd Person's P.O.V: 

They were not in the right place to be in a functioning relationship. 

Both broken by shadows of another memories and ghouls of lovers past that follow them around, making comparisons or false statements of how this relationship is going nowhere or they will end up in the same sinking ship that they were in. All they knew is how to run before they could walk, it was unsteady foundation of broken bones and severed hearts that built the bridge they are walking on. 

They both are broken, it is an odd pairing, they just felt the connection and saw the desperation, the need, the feel, the wanting to be loved by another! 

They both tried to fight for this cause they believed so dearly in, it was a losing fight from the beginning but they refused to acknowledge that path. They tried not to follow the dead end, it is hard to walk in the dark, it is hard to kill what you can't see... so one is willing to destroy themselves without even knowing it. 

"I love you Yunho." Changmin ran his fingers in the older man's long and tangled locks. 

They share the same exhausted expression but both not willing to admit defeat. 

"I love you too Changmin." Yunho clings on just a bit tighter to his lover afraid of falling again. 

They share the same breathe in the dead of the night in the broken down shitty motel room. Hiding from the world, hiding from the demons that terrorize them, hiding from their friends, family, acquaintances, ex-lovers and their wives. 

They both come from good homes and good finical backgrounds, it was not a struggle they faced or the crisis of making ends meat... they weren't forced to be married to anyone or looking for finical gain. It was more of I love you or I think I love you and this is the right thing to do for everyone, it was suppose to be the right decision to make. 

Until they both found each other, it was at coffee shop on 2nd and aurora and they were both sitting one table away. They had not really noticed each other until someone bumped into Yunho walking back to his table, causing him to drop his cup of hot tea on Changmin's brief case and his grey suit, it was awful. 

Yunho, had apologized profusely and the younger man chuckled and just swept his apology away as things happen. The older man is a kindergarten teacher and he is dressed in a mustard yellow sweater and worn out faded denim jeans, it was cute and Changmin boring account life got better. 

Both of them were each other's saving grace but beautiful tragedy, it was the end of the beginning for their love story and they both tried so hard to ignore that part of themselves and their feelings hoping that it was just a phase or the fact that they shared similar experiences and misfortunes... but they fell in love. 

They had found each other at the wrong moment of space and time but even against better judgement and morality... they wanted to be happy. But they knew that their relationship is on borrowed time and at any moment they could collapse and their lies and secretes will go with them to. 

-The End