Homin Pride drabbles

#27

3rd Person's P.O.V:

Location: Yunho's apartment living room-

He did not want to wake up if this is just a dream! It feels like a huge con, it is unbelievable how he got someone like Changmin to date him! He felt excited, on cloud nine really, yet he felt like this is not right? Changmin is out of his league. 

Why would he want somebody plain and boring like Jung Yunho? 

He could get anyone he wants! 

Why him? 

Yunho is not someone of such standards to be next to a Greek god like Shim Changmin. He is the campus star and Yunho is just a nobody, invisible, kind of like furniture. Nobody could understand it at first either, it came out of nowhere.

Changmin came to him! 

He asked Yunho out and to be his boy friend! 

This does not happen for somebody like Yunho, luck is not in his vocabulary, it is unexplained to his confused mind and spirit. 

"Why did you ask me out?" Yunho asked his boyfriend. 

"I have been in love with you since middle school hyung. All those letter, small gifts, and tiny love notes... they were all from me. I wanted you to notice me and see me but I felt inadequate and not good enough. I wanted to be someone you could admit to love." Changmin admits with a scared heart. 

"Changmin people have always loved you and want to be around you, it is me that feels like the one lacking!" Yunho tries to ignore the ache in his heart. 

He has always been in the lime light and center of attention to everyone and anyone. Hearing those words from him, it made him stop a moment and he didn't know what to say to him. 

"People didn't really like me for me, it was for their own selfish gain and I never had true friends Yunho. You actually talked to me like I was just another person, treated me with kindness and anyone with kindness even if they were jerks, you always greeted me with a warm smile and took the time and interest in me and what I had to say." Changmin has always been grateful to his boyfriend for all those years back in school. 

"I love you cuz of your soul and the beauty you possess inside and out. I was always afraid you would never feel the same about me and so I hid those feelings, until now and I am happy you share the same heart. I always felt like I was out of your league to be truthful." He tries to hide his discomfort of his own insecurities. 

"I think you are out of my league." Yunho couldn't believe it. 

"You are one in a million Jung Yunho. You shine brightly and I hope you know that you are more than what you give yourself credit for." He wants the man to know what is truly in his heart. 

-The End