OH MY GOD, are you PREGNANT?

Never let go

AN: I hope that so far you guys are enjoying this fanfiction, I really enjoy writing it, anyway lets get into it!

I looked around, what had happened, I could see the very worried glance that Derek had in his deep blue eyes, until I was hit by a thought 'the baby'. "Okay, we need to go to the OB, to check on the baby" I insisted, I looked over at him and he nodded, agreeing with me. 

I sat on the table, a tear formed in my eyes but his finger wiped it away I spoke up, breaking the silence that was in the room since we had entered it. "Derek. The baby, what's wrong with me?" he shook his head, "Mer, nothing's wrong with you, the baby is fine, and the OB will be here soon to tell you the same" his voice comforted me it made me feel calm and safe... and loved, yep that word again.

Addison walked in the door, I shot a glance over at Derek he nodded and tightened his grip as to say, It's okay. She sat down on my right as she got the ultrasound ready, I turned my body to look at Derek for comfort "I'm scared, Derek", he smiled at me I know he tried to act strong for me but I could tell that, inside he was just as scared as I was. He reached for my hand and wrapped his own around it in a very tight grip.

She put the liquid onto my slightly rounded stomach, I winced from the cold temperature, "I'm sorry" Addison said, sincerely and she moved the ultrasound around looking, I started to get worried as she continued on and on until, "here we are" she said in a somewhat sweet voice, she turned the screen so that we could see what she was referring to, "here's baby" I turned my head to see a 'jelly bean' shaped fetus, "awww" I heard Derek whisper just loud enough for me and maybe Addison to hear, I lifted my hand up and moved my fingers over our baby. I looked up at Derek who was sharing the smile that had been glued to my face since Addison turned that screen around.

Addison printed a copy of the ultrasound for us and then turned it off, "here you are, Dr. Grey" I grabbed it from her hand and then thanked her, "thank you, I know that you would rather do anyone but our ultrasound" she looked around as though she was thinking of a reply "it's all part of the job" and she walked out of the door to leave us alone in the room, I got up, put my pants on, and then walked over to Derek, holding the ultrasound picture "we're having a baby" I said as he wrapped his arms around my waist, with that smile still plastered onto my face, he took the picture from my hands, he looked at the picture, then at me, then back at the picture and then he smiled "what?!" I asked looking over at him, confused "the baby... it has you're nose.." he turned his body to me completely "our baby will look like you" I blushed, he reached over and pushed my hair behind my ear, kissing my cheek. 

He reached down and grabbed my hand as we walked out the door, we walked down the halls, as people started to notice that we were holding hands, they would look over and then whisper over to the person beside them, this was the first time that we had shown PDA together, in the hospital, and honestly I didn't care at all, cause I was pregnant with his baby, for the first time I was excited about it. We were happy together, and I didn't want to nor need, to hide that.

~1 week later~

I laid in bed, listening to all the sounds of the woods, birds chirping, the wind brushing up against the side of the trailer, and Derek cooking breakfast, it was perfect.

I sighed, lifting my body up and then realizing that I had no clothes under. I slid on one of Derek's shirts, and walked over to him in the kitchen, "what are you making?" I asked, standing beside him, he turned around with a slight smile on his face "eggs, is that okay?" I smirked and then responded, "yes, that's okay" I walked over to sit down and then watched him as he finished making breakfast. 

After breakfast we sat on the porch in the hammock, "So I wanted to ask you, since Christmas is next month, and my family asked me to come, would you like to join me?" I looked up at him into his deep blue eyes, he really wanted me to meet his family, "i'm not sure Derek, I don't think that's a good idea" he looked at me and I sighed, "Mer, I know that you don't think that you need family.. hell, sometimes I believe that I don't, but you do" he rubbed my back, "okay, we can try, and if it doesn't go good...""... then we'll leave" I smiled at him and he kissed me. "Are you sure, you would leave at Christmas, for me?" he turned his head towards me with a confused look on his face, "of course, Meredith I would do anything for you, and with you carrying this baby, I will do everything and anything to protect the both of you from danger. My head rested on his chest and I closed my eyes, drifting off.

"ARE YOU ALMOST DONE IN THERE?" I heard Derek ask me for it almost seemed like the thousandth time, "YES ALMOST" I yelled back, 'jeez why couldn't I take my shower in peace?'. I stepped out of the shower almost hitting my head on the wall because of the small bathroom that I had to deal with in the trailer. I was finally ready I walked out of the bedroom and Derek was no where to be seen, 'this man' I thought 'where the hell did he go?' I was wearing a grey top with jeans and my hair was still wet from the shower so I put it up as I opened the door and step out of the trailer. I could see candles, a blanket, and.. there he was, sitting on the blanket waiting for me. 

I walked up to him as he stood up to talk to me, "Derek what is this?" he laughed, "what's so funny?" I asked again, I still hadn't gotten any answers, "a picnic under the stars" he shrugged his shoulders and I walked over and sat across from him. "What's in your basket Dr. Shepherd?" I asked flirtatiously, "there's some donuts, muffin, and normally I would have brought wine but, since you can't have any I can't either" I smile at him, 'he's so sweet'. I took a powdered donut and put it in my mouth, "wait, you have some powder...here" he leaned closer to me, he wiped the powder off with his finger and then kissed me, it lasted awhile before I pushed the food out of the way and he laid on top of me, finally he picked me and carried me to the trailer.

I toke off my pants but before I could take off my shirt he pressed me against the wall, kissing my neck as I bit my lip, "wait Derek I can't, the baby" I said, out of breathe, "it's okay i'll do all the work".

"oh my god... DEREK", "what, what's wrong, is it the baby?", he had almost come to a stop "nothing, we both like it". We fell asleep, I heard a crackle in the woods, but I then looked over at the man beside me, remembering what he had said about protecting me and our unborn child.