Simula nun, simula nung magka kilala kami ng archangel na yon, hindi na niya ako tinigilan kakasunod. He's roaming around like a security guard! Lagi siyang nakabuntot sa akin paglalabas ng room, lalo na kapag magl-lunch. And mind you, nagkasundo sila ni chichi. Kadalasan sila ang nagdadaldalan sa harapan ng pagkainan. Nasanay narin siguro sila na hindi ako nagsasalita basta andon ang presensya ko sa tabi nila. Kapag natutulala ako, agad akong niyuyugyog ng taong yon dahil kaharap ko siya ng upuan. Lagi niyang pinapaalala na makinig ako sa lesson. Wala na akong nagawa dahil napaka kulit niya, mas makulit pa siya kay chichi. Binalak ko ngang takasan sila pero parang may nakakabit sa aking tracking device at agad nila ako nahahanap. Tahimik ang buhay ko tapos dadating silang dalawa? At dahil don, mas laman ako ng mata ng tao. And I hate attention. I'm not seeking for attention and instead, seeking to die.
Ininom ko ang huling laman ng beer na hawak ko. Nagpalagay ako sa maid ng isang maliit ridge dito sa loob para hindi na ako mahirapan kumuha sa baba. Without the consent of my great father, I stocked few beer at the fridge and that's satisfied my needs, to get rid in something. I warned some maid na huwag sasabihin kay daddy ang meron dito sa loob. Hindi naman sa bawal yung ganto, It just... I don't like telling.
"What is friends?" I asked. I am aware of her presence even without making any noise from her. And wow, her room is fucking quite. Quite suspicious eh.
"Why so sudden?" Isn't bad?
Hindi ako sumagot. Hindi ko rin kasi alam. Iyon ang lumabas sa bibig ko, wala na akong magagawa para doon. She took deep breathe and scratch some noise. I bet it's coming from the chair she pulled.
"Friends are better than family."
I looked at her.
"You are my family. Aren't you yhanji?"
First name basis, so I'm fucking deadly serious. That's ridiculous. She's my only family. Oh well mom? I don't think so. If she is, we're living in a good life na sana. She just smiled.
"Just trust me, friends are better. Because some family, oh correction.." She rolled her eyes before she continue "most of the family, put you down."
"I'm not putting you down, yhannie. I can fight---" She cut me off. Disrespectful!
"It's not time for that. Just wait for the right time. Kung mangyari man, I'm on your side." She gave me a beautiful smile while her eyes are sparkling like a fireworks because of the moon's light.
"I know and I'm confident with that. Thanks!" She chuckled.
"Ikaw nalang ang meron ako nuh! And it's hard to believe that we are fighting for freedom. But I proudly say, it will comes no matter what it takes. By hook or crook, I'll fight for that." Hook or crook? I'll do the same thing even it'll spare my useless life
"How about mom?" I suddenly asked and it make her stunned for a couple of seconds. "Just leave it to me. Just wait, at wag kang magmadali. Get yourself a friend first and you'll understand everything." She laughed.
Napamaang nalang ako. Kanina kasi parang iiyak na siya tapos ngayon natatawa ng sobra.
"Sorry, ngayon ko lang narealize na wala ka palang kaibigan. I'm sorry ken, kung hindi kita natulongan para maging normal na tao o babae." And she sad again. Motherfucker! What a psychopath like me.
"I know you have an issue. At wala akong nagawa." And now she cried. I need a psychologist! Shit, she's going insane.
"Crap! Don't frowned at me. I'm not crazy woman as you think. Na carried away lang ako okay?" I just nodded as she wiped her fucking tears. I don't know why is she crying, she's getting emotional.
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PSYCHOLOVE
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