This is a Book I Guess#5

✩For Someone Important✩

For... rossthekiller

I know currently you have no profile of your umbreon form. But I did it for the sake of my brain cells. Or what I might have that I've never noticed.

Also, the reason why I chose you out of all things... Well... I find it obvious. Despite are major differences to our very similar things. It seems we stuck together for almost as long as I been on Wattpad. Almost two years.

Which, honestly, virtual  relationships in any way always will usually break in a small amount of time.

Or it'll just end out painfully.

But I haven't seen ours end, even if it was dead silence towards each other, I had no change of preference.

As an important friend at least for me, I wanted to say how my opinion speaks.

Unlike about everybody else, you hadn't annoyed me, you hadn't left me, you also didn't help directly all the time when there was a conversation, nor would you ignore me.

In my opinion, you're very special to me, if I didn't have you here now, I would've been more depressed than about anything.

Honestly, even if this is may bother you, I think you're more needed than you think you think you are. Direct help/compliments, I know, but in this case, I have to.

If you were to leave, I know for sure then I'd lose my mind more than I have.

You cheer me up, while no one else seems to be able to do it so quickly.

You don't necessarily ignore me when I vent. Either you seem to pay attention with using your own reaction, or you even say something relatable.

That's something that helps me.

And unlike most people, you don't help me out directly. Which I find that extremely kind.

I can't really get anyone to continuously go down that path.

When someone is always helping out directly, that doesn't make me feel better because, I can mentally see it.

Which it makes me feel like a freak. Because always needing help is something I despise.

Also, despite the fact that I disappeared at times on Wattpad, and had torn down my side of Wattpad. You still stayed there.

I don't think I'd need anymore "help" from someone else than you already gave up.

I find that something I find more interesting, why it makes you my best friend.

But all my depression out the picture...

You were still such a great friend. I started this whole Wattpad thing as SugarTheSylveon. And honestly, I remember that I saw your account and was absolutely nervous about even following you.

Same with others. I wanted to do what they were doing, so I did it, but still felt awkward. It was making random books.

When I first starting talking to you now. I was sooooo scared that I may say something wrong.

I wasn't the social type of person. If I was, it was usually because well, it was fun with my sister. Or it was just nice getting to talk to strangers.

But Wattpad was different.

Nothing like all the apps I had ever experienced.

Which that made me shy around people. But when I started talking to you, you were already nice in my opinion. I immediately always wanted to keep talking.

As such a great friend, you've made my life have some light. It didn't need to be too much because now it's something comfortable.

You've decided to joke around and do idiotic stuff.

I don't even know how I could thank you.

You've done so much for me, even if you thought it was small. It was so much more, it means very much.

I'm very proud of you, Ross. You have no idea how much.

I can only see you as the person who decides to speak with me.

To actually have a conversation that I find mentally and emotionally suitable.

I think you deserve more praise than you get now.

I don't see why anyone would get angry with you. You seem too innocent for any of that.

Just like my-grade-best-friend, she's got an emotionless attitude,  that you have, but you put something in it I can't explain.

It's no bad thing. That's what I enjoy most. You guys are reliable, and do not put pressure on me.

But honestly, this chapter is all about you Ross.

You deserve anything that's nice.

You even sometimes have a messing around attitude that usually gives only the slightest of sour attitude, so you don't go too far.

That's something else I like.

You don't force me to change, you make me stay the way I am, which makes me feel a little bit suitable. A little more normal yet unique.

I enjoy the time we get to talk, even if there's not much left of it.  Unlike some people, you actually care, unlike some people.

I don't even know much more to say because if I keep going. I'm gonna start forgetting what I mentioned.

There's still so much though.

I guess I summarized a few.

It's still enough though that I could say.

Thank you, Ross, for being so very caring about me, and being so nice. I wish I could find more people like you. But sometimes i feel it's better for you to be unique. And you deserve as much praise as there is.

Thank you, Ross... For everything.

Alsoooo...

About the drawing.

Ignore the fact that it looks bad, I have never drew gardevoir before...

I haven't even drew umbreon in a while...

So....

Lucky me?

Also ignore the little message, you may not understand it.

But that's why I made it unintelligible.

Again thank you.

I'm glad I've met you.

You've opened my eyes a little more to see what I never thought I could.

That's why I think of you, and hope to stay as a great friend. One of my best friends...

... Still seems like... Cringe... Me writing this was hard enough because it's... Embarrassing I guess...

AGAIN, THANK YOU FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND THROUGHOUT THE DARKEST OF TIMES.