This is a Book I Guess#5

Crap...

You might find me saying "Crap" as a title, a funny chapter, not depressing at all.
But it is.
And it's not about me.
It's about my Papa. (Grandpa, I sometimes like to call him Papa or something)
He went to the hospital and the doctors said he has lung cancer, but not 100% sure on that, but they're leaning onto that.
The thing on lung cancer is... That it spreads easily, but before it spread, they can cut out the starting point of it on the lung, they could even take the lung out, but... We're only hoping it didn't spread it he DOES...
If he does die, this'll be the end of me. Looking back at all those memories with him makes me wanna cry.
I can't live without him. I'll have only my grandma, who isn't really even my full grandma!
But, she's really good at acting like she is...
Just, my grandpa made me feel like the richest thing on earth, and I may use him...
I have nothing to say about this anymore, I'd rather have my OTHER grandpa to die, he can burn in hell. I've never met him, and what I heard makes me want to push him off a cliff. He kicked my mom out of her house when she was 12-13! He also would get p!ssed if they left a piece of DUST on the ground. She always got smacked by belts so many times in just a DAY... I can't talk now, I'm way to upset...