This is a Book I Guess#5

I'm a Mess

This basically should be on my drawing thing, but I am not capable of doing so at the moment.

But...

It's a song, that I used myself to draw it, like a few other times...

And I picked this for a reason... It's really describing a big part of me right now... It's also basically met for someone as well.

Because it's basically for my crush. Obviously secret because they don't know...

Just a schizophrenic kind of lust I feel.

It's no joke when I say I'm psychotic.

Honestly...

Wish they'd return the feelings.

But kind of need to vent about this.

Considering the fact that there's no way they feel the same.

For reasons.

I just wish that they could share the same attachment, but truthfully...

Someone who's depressed, rude, weird, etc is definitely not what anyone would be looking for, now is it?

So... I'm not gonna see them bonding with me like that any time soon.

But again, needed to vent.

Anyway, cya.