This is a Book I Guess#5

Death is Approaching

Soooo... On Saturday....

I'm gonna be heading to Hilton Head, South Carolina.

Which, is actually where I started SugarTheSylveon

But the thing is, is that I won't be enjoying it this time.

For one, because my grandpa is not here anymore, and my step grandma hates crowded and loud places, we can only go in a van, even though we also have a car, but you know. Who the hell cares? ME.

Me and my step sister are very claustrophobic and get the most... Taken up space.

My little half brother and my step brother get to sit in the middle seats of the Vancouver which there's only two, while in the back, three seats, and my five-year-old sister is in the middle.

This time, there's no fun even heading there.

Me and my step sister had a bonding relationship when in the van with my grandpa and grandma.

It's only pure quiet and misery.

Also, South Carolina has been shooting up with many shark attacks, and my mom doesn't even want me going in the water, so... Great, no swimming, only in pools which I usually hate, because I can't do the techniques of swimming they normally do without touching the ground, so I'm kind of a bad swimmer.

But I can survive in water and go fast in it.

But yeah, they don't let us in the diving boards.

I'm a teen, yet I can't swim.

What a life.

Also, my step mom has been getting more picky and picky, as my dad has been following in her steps.

So, yeah.

Also, everyday it's constant walking.

And usually, "GET OFF YOUR PHONE AND ENJOY THIS VACATION!"

Well, let's say my social being life, is probably the thing I hate most.

Virtually though, I can live with.

We're also gonna be sharing beds, more than likely.

And even going to sleep will be bad due to the fact that my little sister is afraid of the dark. (Even my step sister who is not much younger than me and my step brother who is slightly older than me!)

And well, let's just say, if we don't bring a night-light were screwed.

Not to mention, I'm the only one who likes heated temperatures. The rest of the siblings will be complaining it's hot.

And it's already annoying enough in Ohio.

Also, going to shops are disasters, because usually they make me keep my money and save it for something else when on vacation.

Wow, just like when we went to Missouri, I lost absolutely everything from it.

I only got fake rocks.

Pretty, but... They got scattered everywhere immediately when we got back home.

South Carolina, though from two years ago...

I think the only thing I got from it that I still have is the dream catcher, if it isn't even from there, I'm not sure.

Honestly, I'm not up to going here.

My mom actually uses her money to go on a PLANE and she's more poor than them! Each of them!

I'm more claustrophobic than acrophobic. Which is the fear of heights

I'm actually not scared of heights, being on a plane when I was younger, I realised that it's not actually scary, it's actually breath-taking.

But you know, hearing my dad complain about traffic, yep, more comforting.

Just to get there and get strict rules, yep, how I love that side of the family.

Just...

I wish they had even the brain size of a pea, they'd still be smarter in there choices.

Money is a choice, but honestly, if you're ready to take your kids on a vacation... How about be more secure with what ya choose?

I'm just not excited for any part of this vacation.