This is a Book I Guess#5

Announcement

All I have to at is: I think I may not be on wattpad, any more. If I do leave, I may still read stories and stuff, I just won't be talking to any of you guys...
All I brought to wattpad was suicidal drama. I'm sorry for that, I've been trying my best to write it down on paper so I don't need to look like I need attention, but either way, I lost so many friends on wattpad. And the ones who still talk to me, act... Different... Around me... They treat me like some stranger. Which I am in real life, but in a system... I know you very well... I've started to get angry at people, and I don't want it to be that way, that's why I block them... They annoy me and take things way to far, which... I guess I can include myself in that, but I can't let people be like me... I hate seeing people like that, I don't even care who it is that's getting bullied, example: Trump, I would stick up for him, Hitler and others are another story, they didn't get bullied, they bullied us, but 50 times worse....I'm tired of dragging you all into my problems, because it just makes me feel worse, if you help me emotionally, I think I'm a freak, if you help me physically, I think I'm weak. I cannot tolerate help anymore. But if I ask for your help, then go ahead, do so. Unless you hate me, which I think a lot of you do. It's no difference to my real life. I'm not gonna bring up more things about this. I'm still doing more drama crap.

But... Again, I think I may be leaving any time soon.