Shawn Mendes Imagines [A.U]

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Shawn P.O.V

On the phone

"Shawn why do you want to date me. I'm just a regular person. I don't look like a model, I'm not an actress, I'm not famous. I'm just a regular person. I don't want your fans to be dispointed because I'm not who they think you should be dating." I told Shawn laying down on my couch alone

"Please can I come over so we can talk about this? I want you to be my girlfriend. I think they will love that your a regular woman." Shawn said over the phone as I started messing with my nails.

"I'm at my apartment. I'm going to make dinner if you want some." I told him

"I'll be over shortly." He told me before ending the call.

***

"What did you make to eat? I'm so hungry." Shawn asked walking into the kitchen

"You're always hungry. I have some more food in the kitchen." I told him as he started looking though my kitchen on the hunt.

"I'm eating this. So now that I've found food we need to talk, seriously." He told me grabbing some pretzels and taking a sit in the living room

"I... I just don't know about everything." I told him taking a sit next to him

"Why are you so nervous? You're amazing, beautiful, kind. I like you and no one else." Shawn asked me

"Shawn I know you like me but it's just-." I told him not wanting to tell him the truth

"Tell me. Let me in." He said putting the pretzels on the table coming closer to me looking me straight in the eye.

"It's not that I don't like you. I really do. Its not the hate that I get because I'm going to get that no matter what. It's just that no matter how hard I try to be myself or prove that I like you for you. It's that fans are always comparing me to Hailey or Camila. I know that it shouldn't brother me but it does." I said now having my eyes watery and a tear go down my face

"Y/N I'm so sorry but I'm not dating either of them because I don't want to. I want to be you." He told me hold my chin making me cry more

"Shawn that's sweet but I don't want them to be disappointed. Some of the comments I get so rude and they make me feel like no matter what I do it's going to be good enough because I'm not them." I said biting my bottom lip

"I know I see those comments too. I wish they could see how amazing you are. I don't blame you for not wanting to be with me but I do want you to know that you're who I want to be with. If... if you want try and be a secret... I just really want to be with you. I know you feel the same way." He said as I slowly looked up at him

"Shawn want to be with you so bad and I'm willing to do whatever it takes. Would you rather be a secret?" I asked him taking me into his arms

"What do you want to do?" He asked as I was resting my head on his chest

"We should go ahead and make it public... I want your fans to know the truth and I don't want them to feel like you're hiding anything from them." I told looking at him

***
"Y/N, y/n" Shawn called my name as I looked over at him to see his phone out as if he was taking a video

"Is this a video?" I asked before covering my face

"Y/N what are you making?" Shawn asked coming up to as I was cooking in the kitchen

"pasta" I told him as he bought his face closer to mine as we both smiled at the camera before he bought his lips to mine then ending the video.

I was kind of in shock that he put that in a video.

"Is it okay for me to put this on instagram? I'm ready to confirm us if you are." He asked coming over to showing me the video were he added a heart emoji.

"I'm ready if you are." I told smiling

Updated June 22, 2019

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