Shawn Mendes Imagines [A.U]

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Shawn P.O.V

"Why can't I be with her? It shouldn't matter that she's a regular person." I asked my management team not seeing what's the big deal

"Shawn, it's just not that easy. We need you to be seen with this person since you two have a collaboration coming up. We don't need fans getting confused." One of the men told me as I sat there with my arms folded of chest

"So what?" I asked now annoyed

"Shawn this about what's best for sales. Please don't go see her tonight after your show. Cameras have been following you lately. We already have fans believing that something is going on that's how we need to keep things." He said while everyone else stayed silent.

"What do you tell y/n? This isn't fair to her." I asked know this was going to hurt Y/N

"She should understand. This is how things have to for right now. Understood?" He told me trying to end the conversation

"This isn't right and you know it." I told him wanting to walk out of the room but still having to finish the meeting.

"Also I know she was supposed to come to you're show tonight. It's probably best that doesn't come." He told me as I sat there in my sit rolling my eyes wanting this meeting to be over already.

To Y/N: "Hey, I know been a lot of drama. It's probably best you don't come to the show tonight."

From Y/N: "I wasn't planning on it anyways."

To Y/N: " please y/n, let me explain."

From Y/N: "what's there to explain Shawn? You told me that you wanted to be a couple and then the next day I see you hold hands with her. I'm not stupid."

To Y/N: "it's not what it looks like I promise."

From Y/N: "don't tell me you want to be with me when you really don't."

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I just got done with my show and made it back to the hotel laying on my bed not being able to fall asleep. I grabbed my phone to see it was a little one and seeing nothing from Y/N. Before I knew it was texting Y/N and had already pushed the send button.

To Y/N: "can I come over?"

From Y/N: "I don't want to see you."

To Y/N: "y/n just let me explain."

From Y/N: "Fine"

I made my way to Y/N apartment wearing a simple black hoodie with some jeans. I knocked on her door waiting for her to answer then seeing her open the door wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and a T-shirt.

"hey" she said I came inside then us both walking over to couch sitting down having a moment of silence between us.

"So, can I just explain everything?" I asked as we sat there waiting for someone to say something

"Sure" she told me biting her lip

"What's going on between me and her is not real. They want us to act like a couple in order to help with sales." I tried explaining as she sat not moving and not saying anything

"So you're just going to go with it?" She asked looking up at me with her eyes filled with tears

"Y/N it's just not that simple. I care about so much I do but my hands are tied." I told her watching her emotions go from sad to angry

"It's your choice don't say your hands are tied because that's not true." She told me knowing that she was right

"Please Y/N don't be like this. They already don't want me here with you." I told trying to hold her hands but only having her pull away from me

"So what do you want to do Shawn? You keep telling me what they want you to do." She asked leaving me speechless

"Umm, I don't know." I said slowly not being able to come up with an answer

"Until you can answer that question then we should just stay friends. You probably should go now." She told me with tears rolling down her face

"I'm sorry Y/N" I told her just seeing her look broken hearted

"Just go." She told me as I walked not asking her any more questions knowing that I might have just lose the best person I ever might.

Updated July 13, 2019