Sorrow...

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Sooo….It’s been awhile. I am so sorry I haven’t updated. I needed a break, but now I’m back soooooo EXTRA LONG CHAPTER!!!!!!!

Zayn’s POV

“He’s paralyzed!” I heard the doctor say. Paralyzed. I could think, see and I was breathing, but I couldn’t speak or move.

“How did this happen?” Simon asked, trying to keep the tears back but failing. It hurt me so much to see him like this. I thought he wouldn’t be this upset, considering he kicked me out of the band, but he was. Seeing him that upset was worse than the fact I was paralyzed. If Simon acted this bad, what would Niall be like? Niall. I needed him more than anyone. I was glad Simon was there, and I was sure the girls were outside, but Niall is who I really wanted to see. That blond hair and those ocean blue eyes. I needed him.

“We are going to have to take a blood sample and run some tests, but I will let you know as soon as we know anything. In the meantime, you can stay with him or let the others come and see him. Don’t let anymore than two in at a time.”  The doctor said as the other workers came to get the sample. When they had, they left the room and Simon sat, looking at Zayn.

“Zayn…I’m so sorry. I was wrong and I believe you. Please… forgive me,” Simon was crying; tears like waterfalls. I wanted to say I did forgive him, so it pained me that I was unable to. This wasn’t supposed to happen. I felt bad that I was going to make him look bad, when he really was sorry.

                Why did any of this have to happen? Not just my condition, but all of it. All this drama. All this hate. All of it. I wish I could just go back to the day it all began, and start over. Keep the friendships strong. Keep the band together. I loved the guys, until what happened. Niall was the only one who tried to keep us as a family, and we always just cast the thought aside. What was wrong with us? We had something great, but we didn’t even try to keep it. We just let it go. Let everything we had go. We weren’t a band anymore; we were just five guys singing. Nothing special anymore. Nothing.

“I-I-I’m going to send the girls in n-now. I’ll s-see you soon, Zayn,” Simon said through his tears and left the room.

See you soon.

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Niall’s POV

As I sat in the waiting room, I thought about these past weeks. Everything was wrong, but we almost managed to make it this far. Now everything was gone. Just like that. Everything. How did this even happen? We were once so good, but now we were a mess. It needed to go back to the way it was before. It couldn’t stay like this forever…but I guess it couldn’t stay the way it was either.  Maybe…just maybe would could make it work again. 

Who was I kidding? There was no way that could happen! I was sick of being full of hope, but just being let down. I had to just except the fact that it was over. As long as Zayn was okay, I could make it through this. I just needed Zayn.

As I was thinking, Simon came out of the room towards us. Tears were running down his face.

“Alright, someone else can go in. Only two at a time. I’ll be right back, ” Simon quickly said and rushed off.

The girls looked at me. “You guys can go if you want,” I said. I wanted to go see Zayn so much, but I knew they would want to as well.

“Are you sure?” Lexi asked me, “I know how close you are to him.”

I held back tears, “Yeah, its fine.”

“Okay…We will try to be as quick as possible,” Lexi replied, with a sad look in her eyes, then headed to the room.

I’ll be there soon Zayn.

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Lexi’s POV

I couldn’t believe this was happening.

Liz’s POV

This couldn’t be possible.

Niall’s POV

I love him.

Lexi’s POV

I couldn’t do this.

Liz’s POV

How could this be possible?

 

Niall’s POV

I love him.

Lexi’s POV

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

Liz’s POV

               AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

 

Niall’s POV

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

 

Lexi’s POV

No.

Liz’s POV

No.

 

Niall’s POV

I love him.

Lexi’s POV

I saw Niall.

Liz’s POV

Niall…

Niall’s POV

I had to see him.

Lexi’s POV

I could tell he loved Zayn.

Liz’s POV

 I mean, look at Niall…he’s devastated.

 

Niall’s POV

Now.

Lexi’s POV

“Wait…Niall, you go first.”

Liz’s POV

Lexi was right.

Niall’s POV

I nodded, and headed in…

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