Avenoir | Kim Yohan

CHAPTER EIGHT

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"Someday, the cold rain will become warm tears."

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Kim Wooseok

Keira and I were dumbfounded when Yohan left.

"Yah, Sseoki! Don't you ever do that again! You almost told Yohan everything and I was about to pee myself!"

Keira told me while she's throwing tantrums at me. She keeps hitting my arm with her small hands.

"You don't have to fear anything, Keira. I will never be a step ahead of your decisions. "

I really meant what I've said. It is true that I don't have an intention to alter Keira's decision since what I really want to happen is for Yohan to receive all my double meaning messages which by the looks of it, he still doesn't realize. I just want Yohan to be aware of himself. I know I'm not in the place to say such things since I'm not Yohan but... we can all see it. I don't want to see him regret his decisions soon.

"Well you should promise me that, Kim Wooseok!"

"I promise! I will not decide for you. I'm only here to help you with your decisions."

I told her and a smile was instantly formed on her face. My plan seems to be working perfectly right now. Maybe Yohan is still unaware but I know I'm not the only one who has the same regarsing his matter.

He's too caring, gets jealous easily and let's be real, his jealousy is out of bound. What else? Yohan already has all the characteristics of a person inlove with somebody but why can't he realize?

"You know, Sseoki. I was quite scared of how Yohan acted a while ago. He raised his voice at Hyewon." Keira muttered whle spacing out. She's staring blankly outside as if she's thinking about something.

"Oh, what's so scary about it? Does he turn into a ghost whenever he raise his voice?"

I said then laughed histerically. Keira doesn't look so pleased since she's just staring at me while a smirk is visible on her face.

"Is that supposed to be funny?" Keira retorted sarcastically and she even rolled her eyes at me! This girl!

"Why don't you just tell me what made you scared!"

"Well, I haven't heard him raise his voice before. Not even once and to be honest, he never raised his voice at me. Even if we're not in good terms, in a middle of an argument, or whenever he's pissed. There were even moments that I can see on his face how much he wants to hit me already, he just never did." Keira explained.

"Hmm, I suddenly missed him." She added.

She looked at me in the eyes with a hinch of smile on her face. A sad smile. Keira closed her eyes for a bit then tilted her head up. I know that she's doing this sort of thing to prevent her tears from falling.

"You can let it out, Keira. No one will judge you here. There's no one else here and you know I won't judge you. Don't keep it inside. Cry it out." I told her.

In a flash, she brought her head down and I saw how her back moved due to an uncontrolled crying movements and nonstop sniffing. She really loves Kim Yohan. I caressed her hair while she is still crying continuously.

"You know why he never raised his voice at you? Because, he is that soft when it comes to you. To the point that no other girl, no other person can make him soft like that. Just you, Keira."

"Believe me. Yohan has something special for you. He's just numb and blind enough to keep himself unaware. That's why he can't realize."

I saw her raised her head a bit and started wiping her tears. It breaks my heart to see her like this and it's not because I still have feelings for her but because she's usually happy and bright infront of everybody that no one has probably thought that she has a downside like this.