Avenoir | Kim Yohan

CHAPTER TWENTY ONE

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"Every villain is a hero in their own story."
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Kang Hyewon

"Fine, I'll tell you." I said as I bitterly smiled.

I closed my eyes as memories flashed back in my head. What happened that night was still clear to me and I will never forget it. That was the night I hated the most.

"H-hyewon.. where am I?"
"You're drunk, Yohan. You haven't told me you're going out. I should have went with you."
"No, I'm okay.. I'm not drunk. I know what I'm doing.."
"No, you don't!"
"Please, I just want to sleep. Leave me for a while, Hyewon.."
"I won't.."

"That night.. nothing really happened between us and that is because of Keira. I don't know what happened to you when you went out but I just found you really drunk on your way home."

I told Yohan as I started tearing up again. Just thinking about it is making my heart break.

"Get away from me, Hyewon. You're not Keira." "What do you mean I'm not Keira?! I will never be that girl!"
"I'm sorry, Hyewon.. Keira.. is the only girl I need."

"You were so drunk so I knew that you're telling the truth. I guess you finally realized how he really feels for my cousin? Well, I can sense it! But I'm not expecting that you'll be really aware that time."

"Yohan, what are you talking about? I am your girlfriend."
"Yes, I know. And I'm sorry.."

"I tried to kiss you, Yohan! But you avoids me so much. It seems like you really hated it. I can't even touch you for a long time since you're always taking my hands off of you." No one is talking and they are just listening to what I'm saying.

"Yohan, you kept pushing me away that night. You always get out of your bed wanting to go home. Well, I forgot to tell you that I brought you into our house that night. All you wanted to do was to go home even though it's already in the middle of the night."

My tears started falling again. Telling them what happened opens up wounds that are trying to heal.

"It feels like you can't bare to be in the same room with me for a long time. And when you realized that I will not let you go home at that time of the night, you just went to sleep. You even went down to sleep in the couch. You really didn't want to sleep on the same bed as me." I said as I chuckled a bit.

"And you know what hurts more, Yohan?" Yohan remained silent and still haven't muttered a single word.

"That was the night you broke up with me. You told me everything. About how you really felt for my cousin, about how you were blinded all this time. You said sorry and I don't have a choice but to accept the situation that time."

I wasn't able to stop my tears and started bursting out crying in an instant.

"I'm pretty sure you remember everything about that right? I guess I don't have to tell much about it."

"So there's no way I can be pregnant, Yohan. You haven't even laid your fingers into me. You can't even bare to touch me. I made all those up.." I said.

I gulped as I gather my emotions. Once again, I'm at loss and I'm defeated. Keira, you win again.

"H-how about those pictures? How did those happen?"

Yohan asked with all hope in his eyes. Wow, I never thought that with just telling him what really happened, his hopes will be this high.

"I'm sure you'll hate me even more after you find out about this."