Avenoir | Kim Yohan

CHAPTER ELEVEN

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“Do you feel the same?"
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Cha Junho

Eversince Yohan and I became friends, there is this one girl he talks about all the time. Whenever he's leaving, whenever he can't go with us, whenever we find out that he's going out with someone, whenever he has to leave immediately for some reasons. And just everything, the same person is always the reason.

"Sorry guys, I have to see Keira right now."

As for the whole PDX squad, I am the only one who grew away from the country. Yes, they are my childhood friends but I didn't grew up with them since we moved to New York for business reasons and I was still a child back then. I can't decide for myself yet.

But given the fact that I'm away, we continued reaching out with each other through social media although of course it is unavoidable that I sometimes feel that I'm out of the grid whenever they talks about something I can't relate to.

Right now, I guess I'm on the right age right to decide for myself that is why I came back to Korea. Just the thought of seeing my friends and living my life independently made me excited.

The moment I came back, I realized that Yohan still didn't change a single bit. Ever since when we were little and up until now, he still talks about Keira.

"Seriously guys, Keira is nice!"

"Why do you always talk about pretty girls? Keira is prettier!"

"I really can't understand Chemistry at all! Maybe I should just ask Keira about it.."

"Keira also knows how to play instruments."

"If I ever find out that someone hurted her, I'm really gonna punch someone!"

If only he won't repeatedly tell us that Keira is just his bestfriend, we might think of it as something different. To be honest, I sometimes feel jealous because all of the PDX members already met this Keira while me? Not even once. I only see her through Yohan's SNS posts and he's telling the truth.

She is indeed pretty.

Right at the moment, she looks like someone who's worth treasuring and I don't know what has gotten into me that made me want to keep on checking her out. I want to know her more. I don't know her very well yet there's something about her that attracts me. But still, I won't make any moves because I don't know if this feeling is enough. My past relationship had taught me a lot and I'm not even sure if I'm ready to commit again.

Actually, the break up I had been to recently is one of the reasons why I wanted to go back to Korea.

"Yohan-ah! You're telling the truth. Keira is pretty!"

"Yes she is! Don't you dare, Junho!"

That is exactly what Yohan told me when I tried to ask him more about Keira. I don't know what's up with him. Obviously, he's jealous and I would have thought that it is not just a friendly type of jealousy if only Hyewon is not there to remind us that he's actually courting someone.

I've been checking her accounts since then and yeah, Keira is beautiful. She's also kind hearted and smart. I wonder how come Yohan didn't fell inlove with her when all this time, it's the two of them who's always been together.

If you're thinking that I keep checking her out because of her physical attributes well, it's something way deeper than that. Looks only doesn't necesarilly make me 'like' a person. Yohan keeps on telling stories about her and I can say that she's really selfless. She's willing to do anything for Yohan.