The desire that memory could flow backwards.
Back when she still could have told him how she felt, back when he still smiles at her like she's the only one he has, back when she has all the time she had and back when she could have took the risk.
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••• “My prayer that spent all night in tears, I hope it reaches the sky.” —
Min Keira
I woke up when a ray of sunlight which escaped my blinders striked my face. I slowly opened my eyes and I am still feeling sleepy. I guess I must have overslept since I slept early last night... Last night.
Yes! Last night. I still remember how I forced my self to sleep early because Yohan has been messing with my head again since last night. He was telling me a lot of things that is supposed to be mixed signals, I think? Oh God! I haven't even told him or even Junho, goodnight.
I immediately took my phone on my bedside table the moment I got up. I even forgot to charge my phone last night so it was half drained. We don't have classes today so it's okay if I already wake up late.
Upon checking my phone, I saw that I received two messages from two different people. I checked it immediately and I was surprised to see their names on my inbox.
I opened the first message which was sent by Junho.
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I replied immediately. Junho has been acting like this since then. He's sweet and all but I always make things clear of course.
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Since from the start, I've been clearing up to Junho that I am not trying to give him false hopes and what we have right now is just a form of friendship. Nothing more and nothing less. I am doing my best to avoid giving him mixed signals because that is the least thing I would want to do.
I read the next text message accordingly. I don't usually receive two messages every morning since only few people including my mom, keiko, wooseok, junho and yohan knows my mobile number.
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