𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

One Day

"Why can't you just inform me that you're drunk? Was that so difficult for you Chris?" You yelled at your fiancé. Chris roll his eyes "can you just shut the fuck up and get lost Y/n? Stop being annoying" Chris slam his fist on the table cause you to jump " I know what I'm doing, I'm not a small kid okay? Gosh you are so annoying, I have no idea why did I ever dated someone like you. Gosh, my other girlfriends were so much better. Just fucking get lost and go somewhere else Y/n or just go and die forever. That would stop you from being annoying to people, and it's my damn wish to get drunk or do whatever I want" Chris went to bedroom and slammed the door.

Tears were streaming down your eyes. You could believe Chris said all that, he said that you're "annoying" and told you to "get lost" just because you cared about him. You immediately packed up all your things  and storm out from his place. You drove off somewhere to clear up your mind maybe to stay away from him a while.

The next morning

Chris was in a deep sleep. He didn't even bother to wake up with his tiredness but suddenly a phone call woke him up, and the person was Sebastian. Chris roll his eyes in annoyance because he does know that you definitely shared the problem with Sebastian. "Typical Y/n" Chris murmurs and picked up the call " Seb I know y/n did complain to-" Sebastian cut him off  "she's gone Chris". Confusion made up in Chris's mind " what you mean? wh-where to hometown or Boston?".

"She's gone forever Chris, Y/n is dead" Sebastian cried over the phone  he screamed at the last part. Chris's heartbeat stopped for a minute, he's couldn't even breathe out. "Sebastian stop joking, this is not funny okay" Chris said with cracking voice, tears welling up in his eyes. "Chris I'm fucking serious, Y/n met in an accident. She lost a lot of blood and half of her body parts were broken. She is really gone chris, she-she is gone". Chris could hear Sebastian's tears, he finally knows that his friend isn't joking. The love of his life was gone for real.

Chris' fall on his knees. His mind couldn't process at the moment. Chris felt like his whole world has fallen apart. Is this really happening? Or it's just a nightmare to remind him of you? Nope this isn't a nightmare,
It was happening for real. Chris looked over the bedside table, he saw a pic of you smiling cheekily. He took the photo frame and clutched on his chest "y/n baby, i never meant anything when I told you those hurtful words. I was just angry, but I didn't mean any of it y/n, I never meant anything" Chris cried out louder "I'm sorry sweetheart, please come back to me. Please come here Y/n, I need you baby-I need you with me. Don't leave me, I'm sorry Y/n I'm so sorry. Please come back and kill me instead. Please Y/n, do go away from me, I don't have anyone else except you. I love you so much baby, please-please come back. Don't leave me alone".

There he is, regretting all those words he said, but to sad you're gone forever. No matter how much he regrets, those words that have been spoken couldn't be picked up, and you won't come back. A lost will be a lost, nothing can change that. Chris never appreciated when you're alive but now it's too late for him to realize it. No matter how much he cries, you won't be there to wipe his tears off.

Chris does know that the accident wasn't the one killed you but his words did. He killed you alive with his hurtful words, and actions, he is regretting everything now, but there's no use of it. He should have appreciated when you're with him not when you're gone forever. He was sure that he's gonna regret about this till his last breath. There's nothing he can do now, only one thing he must do, attend your funeral service and prepare to say his very last goodbye to you. Chris wasn't ready for that but somehow he must see you for one last time in his life. He never thought he would lose you this soon, and he definitely won't recover from your lost. Pain and sorrow filled his miserable life. There was no light in the darkness of his world.

Five years later

The green grass, soft rustling leafs from young trees. The colorful flowers have been falling on graveyard, a peaceful and quiet environment just bird chirping can be heard. That's where Y/n resting peacefully, it's been almost five years since she died. Only her memories with loved ones been left.

Chris' place a bunch of flowers on your graveyard, it's your favorite red roses. Each and every time you both had arguments, he would buy your favorite things to make up with you and red roses are one of them but at least you would smile and kiss him on those days but now he couldn't even see you. It wasn't all his mistake maybe it was your time to go home, the home of God.

"Y/n sweetheart, it's been almost five years since you left me. Life isn't same without you doll. I have been suffering with pain and depression, and it's really hard for me to live this life. Sometimes I wish I could just kill myself to be with you up there but I need to be alive for the sake of my parents and family.

When you were here, I never learned to appreciate your love towards and now I need you the most but aren't beside me. I will spend my whole life with this guilt Y/n. The accident didn't kill you  but I did, I killed you with my harsh words. I wish God take away me instead of you but I finally realized myself sweetheart, I should have appreciated, and loved you more. There's no point for me to regret it now. No matter how much I cry and regret, you won't come back again Y/n. But there would be a day I will reunite with you and I'm so excited for that day. Even thou the journey will be a long time but in the end, I will be with you. I will see you again my love, till than take care. I love you so much my love". Chris knelt down and cried, just like he do. It's too late, you were gone.

A/n; To all of you, please learn to appreciate your loved ones when they are still here with you because there would be a day, they will be gone forever. It will be too late for you to appreciate them so please tell sorry if you hurt them, tell I love you and show your care and love towards them. Don't regret when they're gone because there's literally no use of you realizing it. So stop those hurtful words and action. Spread love and care ♥️