Jelsa: jealousy

Accidental kiss

I haven't felt so depressed in months and now here I am. Alone. Eating ice cream on the kitchen floor... ugh just thinking of this makes me more depressed.. poop
Yesterday was such a good day with jack.. until my dumb butt ruined it by moving my mouth.
I need to get over him already.. his getting married... with the girl who messed everything up!

*knock*
" I'm coming" I gather all my strength and washed my face and walked to the door. I opened it revealing the face of jack Carrying a small bag.

"Oh? What are you doing here?"
" I came to visit tooth so can I come in?" Jack looked at me waiting for a yes.

"Oh? She's not here , she said something about going with you to go pick colors for the wedding" I said but stepped a side to let him come in. And he did.

"But that's next week?" Jack said confusing sitting down "hm maybe she confused the day , how long ago did she go?" Jack crossed his arms looking at me waiting for a response.

"I don't know like 2 or 3 hours ago" I shrugged and sat down next to him and looked down.

"Hey Elsa are you okay? It looks like you have been crying" jack asked me scooting closer.

No I'm not.
"I'm okay jack" I smiled at him and looked towards the bag he had on his lap. " I know it's not my business buuut what's in there" I pointed at the bag.

Jack grabbed the bag and started pulling out chips and candy. "I brought this because I wanted to have a movie day with tooth but she's not here" jack chuckled and started putting the food back in the bag.

"How about we have a movie day, as friends of course" I nervously asked

"Sure elsa , as friends" jack smirked and took all the food out once more and I ran to my room to go get a blanket and two comfy pillows 

I got back to the living room seeing jack smirking patting the seat next to him. I smiled and sat down

I know this isn't a good idea and isn't really a good way to get over him but come on there is snacks in this. I guess I just want to spend times with jack, just as friends...
-time skip-

"Jack we have watched 3 movies" I giggled as jack was scrolling for any other movie. I got up to stretch but I ended up tripping and falling back on the couch... right now jack's lap..
" I'm so so sorry" I apologized I was about to get up until jack's arm wrapped around my waste
"Jack... what ar"  jack smashed his lips on mine. And I kissed back..

This is wrong. I shouldn't be doing this. But I missed his soft lips on mine. But I have to stop this..

I pulled away and got up quickly and looked at him.
"Elsa Im sorry I don't know what got into me" jack got up and grabbed my shoulders.

"It's...it's okay" I said still shocked at what just happened a few seconds ago.

"I liked it.." I whispered and looked down "but it's wrong... your about to get married... I don't want to get hurt all over again by you.." I looked back up to jack with tears forming in my eyes.

"I know I'm getting married but now... I don't know if I still what that anymore elsa" jack grabbed my face and wiped away the tears and pulled me into a hug. I didn't hug back. I was shocked at what he just said.

I just ruined a relationship. Great.

"Jack... maybe you should go... and think about what you really want"