The next few weeks went by in a blur. I was so lonely at school now that my best friend was with my ex-boyfriend and the rest of my friends had turned on me. I was miserable. I continued to eat less and excercise more. I started to wear baggy clothing and black. My thought was that if Ian thought I wasn't worth it, then why try being worth it. I kept to myself and started to write songs about my feelings. I didn't know what else to do. My thoughts took over my life and I started to deal with some mild depression. I didn't want to talk about it. I didn't want to be noticed anymore. I wasn't special and I didn't really care.
One day my mom announced that she had signed me up to go to LDP at Winkler Bible camp. I didn't want to go. I didn't want to go some place that would make me believe in a God that would take my best friends away and make my boyfriend breakup with me. As summer aproached I dreaded it. Then a month before summer I found out that I had anorexia. I didn't believe it. The doctor said it wasn't very severe yet and recomended that I go to a counselor before summer. My parents made me go to a counselor for the next month. I did not enjoy this at all but it did help get me on the right track. Summer was just around the corner and I still dreaded it. I was going to LDP for the first two weeks of my summer. What a horrible way to start my summer.
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Melodies
Teen FictionThis is the story of Melody. (This is the pre-story to "Life" but through the eyes of Melody, and will go into what happens after her [Melody's] experience after LDP).
