I'm done with playing the game
How you twist my insides
And clasp your hands around my throat
"I've got to kick this habit now
Or else I never will"
Breathing without oxygen
Is this a game to you
To watch me suffocate
Then pull the "I love you card"
You know exactly how I feel about that
"I love the rush
When you would hold me close
But you will not be satisfied
Until I overdose"
I'm fragile
I'm glass
And I shatter every time
You pull this little trigger
So you know what
"This is it!
I won't cry!
Starting now
I will try!"
I will try to be better for me
And save myself
I need to breathe
And all you seem to do is drug me
Drug me to the point where I think I'm fine
My heart is huge
And it takes every blow you throw at it
"Start again somewhere new
Far from cool guys like you!"
I can't help but scream it
"I SAY NO!"
I'm done with telling you yes
With you making me believe
That someone could care
And love me
And hold me until I feel better
No,
No one can
Especially you
So I'll continue to say it
Right up until your thick skull
Is bruised from the words
"THIS IS IT
I WON'T CRY
STARTING NOW
I WILL TRY!...
START AGAIN SOMWHERE NEW
FAR FROM COLD GUYS LIKE YOU!
SO GOODBYE CAUSE NOW I
I SAY NO!"
