Hi
I noticed that I'm closed off
So I decided to open up
I love playing in the rain
Especially when I think back to that day
Where it was just you and I
And the world went away
It's always made me see things in a brighter way
I'm not optimistic
I'm not pessimistic
I switch depending on the day
Some days I'm so hopeful
And other days I think that maybe,
Just maybe
All of humanity is dooming themselves
And deep down in heart
We're all evil
I'm a hopeless romantic
It's hard to fall hard
But feel like there's nothing there for you
However that hasn't stopped me
I love love
It's interesting how our hearts spark together
And suddenly we're one with someone
I have a fear of being alone, heights, and dolls
Alone: I don't want to never have someone with me
I don't want to be forgotten
Heights: at any moment
I could fall and crash
And the ground is so far away
How do I get back down?
For a girl who wants to fly
I'm scared of being off the ground
Dolls: I was scarred in 3rd grade
It's when I had my first anxiety attack
Something an 8 year old shouldn't have
But I lost innocence to that
I see the good in everyone
Because maybe after all your hard times
You're good at heart
But there's something that intrigues me
Towards the dark sides
I believe if you can see the worst
And still love someone
You're true
I'm a Slytherin
And I'm proud of that
Because I believe we're not all evil
And we're not all bad
I get along with Gryffindor's best
Our teamwork is unstoppable
I think that's enough said
However
Don't ask me much about Harry Potter
I'm still learning
But I'll get there,
Eventually
I'm just taking my time to slowly get there
I cry a lot
But most of you already know
I just feel emotions
From others stronger
As well as my own
They say "Walk a mile in their shoes"
That's always been easy for me
So seeing someone else cry
Well it makes me emotional
Because what they're going through
It's hard too
As much as I cry
I laugh too
I laugh at anything
And I used to hate my laugh
But now it's the only thing I love about me
It's when I know I'm truly happy
So to those who hate my laugh
That think it's too loud
Or too hissy...
Go suck a toe
My playlist goes from Disney
To hard rock quickly
I feel music
It's my passion
And I love to sing
Even when they say it sounds angry
They have a real emotion
One you can sometimes connect to
But either way if you listen
You can feel their ppwer
The lyrics,
The voice,
The instruments,
All of it
I'm not the best with words
But I did my best here
I hope that give you an idea
Of who I am
And what I've become
I used to be silent
But now I want to roar
So let's see what the future brings
And maybe you'll have to meet me once more
