Jace will always remember that night, the night he would lose the love of his life.
"Your the best thing to happen to me, Clary Fairchild." I said, rubbing my nose on Clary's nose. Her eyes green and fulled with tears. Deep down in my Parabati bound feeling Alec's happiness in that moment dancing with Magnus for the first time as his husband. I remember Clary's purple cocktail dress showing off her runes. Slow dancing with her.
"Jace, I will always love you, no matter what happens. Every cell in my body loves you and when those cells die and new ones are born those cells will love you even more." In that moment I knew something was wrong with her because she was trying to keep in tears but her voice keep cracking.
"Are you okay?"
"Yes, I just need some air." She walked away. I will never forget that sob that echoed though the room.
"I love you." I remember feeling like running after her in that moment.
After the wedding I remember going to my room, and Clary's room looking for her.
"Clary?" I said, knocking on her door. No answer. She probably was sleeping. I walked in her room. The bed was made, her art supplies still there. On the bed was a envelope. It was her handwriting on the front, my name was on it. Next to the letter was Clary's stele and her dual Kinjads. I opened the letter.
"Dear Jace,
By the time you read this letter my memories of you and the shadow world will be gone. It was the price the angels made me pay for the runes i've created. I will always remember you in my heart. Even though I won't remember you. I will always love you.
Love,
Clary."
My hands were shaking, the paper was stained with my tears.
I prayed to the angel for the first time that night.
"Please let Clary get her memories back please."
That was a year ago.
Jace was at Clary's apartment hiding in the brushes. When he saw her apartment light go on. She walked over to open her curtain, he wasn't glamoured. He had to see her, he did this every night, he would sneak out of the Institute. I would always have Clary's stele and her blades on me. I remember going to her room in the Institute the day after she left us and packing everything in boxes and I brought them in my room hidden in my closet. The picture of me and her. In the photo you can see Clary's freckles, her runes on her it was lazy day that day we were in the park with Alec and Magnus just enjoying the day that photo was taken by Magnus is on the top of my piano.
My phone ring.
"Hello, Izzy."
"Where are you? Never mind don't answer that. Get back to the Institute now. Simon's tranining, remember?"
I look up at Clary's window, she was painting. Dancing to the music that she was listening to. It brought back the memory of asking her to dinner which turned into a double date with Simon and Maia. The look on Clary's face when we got the restaurant the look of pure joy.
"Yes, I'll be back to the Institute." He hung up the call.
"Oh, Clary I miss you everyday. Please Raizel give her memories back. I love you so much. I know you may not remember me." Jace said before he turned away from Clary's apartment.
