It's always been you!

I am yours!

Lisa's pov

Jennie, please open the door..
Please talk to me.  I said after following her back to her room.

Go away Lisa.. go away. What more do you want? She uttered. I knew she was crying. It broke my heart. Tears fell down, though I didn't know what to do.

Our parents peek from the corridor end, but I gave them an assuring smile and said I got this...

They went back. I stayed in silent for two more minutes just to make sure parents went back and no one was listening except Jennie.

Jennie, I said. No answer. Jennie please listen to me. I know what you think of me now. But God please I never do anything to hurt you. This is all for you Jennie. Please here me out. I broke in to tears again and I started sobbing.

I heard the door open. She grabs me inside the door and closed it.

Slap! Slap!

You rude jerk. Doing everything for me. Huh. Are you now? Then why the fuck am I suppose to marry you now? How the hell are you helping me? You, you of all knows that I love Kai and you said that I am happy with him.

And now what? I am suppose to marry you. You are such a jerk Lisa. After all these years I thought you were my best friend. What the hell.

I just stand still and listen to what Jennie had said. My hands still caressing my cheeks which were still in pain cause of her slapping. I couldn't say anything. I knew how much pain I caused her. I deserved it.

After her blasting she kept silent and started sobbing.

I hold her with her shoulders lightly. She flicked my arms away like she was throwing off garbage, disgustingly.

My heart sank.

Please sit down Jennie. I uttered under sobs. Let me talk to you. Listen go what I have to say.

She looked away.

I am sorry for what is happening. Just bear with me in the process Jennie. I promise you I will let you go after three months.

You don't have to be with me after three months.

My father promised to help your company if you and I end up marrying.
I know you don't see me that way. Its ok Jennie. Just let me promise you to solve everything for you. Just agree to this marriage and I will make sure everything is back to normal.

I will let you go just in three months.
Will let you go.....

My heart broke in to million pieces just saying those words. I started crying like an idiot.

I couldn't bear it any longer. This is the first time I cried in front of Jennie.
I just made a fool out of myself.
Fuck..

Jennie was lokking at me with her cat eyes. Wide opened, she couldn't believe me crying in front of her.

I was fucking ashamed of my self. I paused crying.

I bit my lower lip wiping out my tears and sat down on the floor right in front of Jennie.

I cleared my thought and I closed my eyes for a few seconds, breath in and out some heavy breaths.
And I opened my eyes, looking right in to her eyes.

They were blank. No expression. I took her hands and rested them on her laps. Now I am on my knees.

Her mouth opened, unable to say or do anything she just sit there clueless.

Jennie, I said in a very deep and calm voice.

Jennie, you are my beat friend since a long time. I love you more than anything in the world. Just so you know that. This whole marriage thing is to save your company and your self from what is obvious of happening. I have no ulterior motivation. You know me well Jennie I would never imagine to hurt you even in a slightest way.

We will go through this marriage. Just by papers. I will let you go after three months. No matter what I will set you free.

And I know that after this you won't see me as your best friend Jennie.

Do you know how much it hurts me to accept that fact?

Tears broke in me. But I spoke steadily.

I won't be able to sit beside you like we did for all those years.

I won't be able to laugh with you. Cry with you. Tease you. Cuddle you. Hug you. I won't be seeing you everyday. I won't be able to do mischievous thing we did. Not anymore. Not with you.

You think this marriage is doing any good to me?

I will be loosing my fucking best friend Jennie. I will fucking loose you!!

My head felt somewhat relieved. I just let go of her hands and dropped back on the floor like I had no more energy to be on my knees.

I didn't look in to her. But I k ew she was lokkng right at me.

3 months!

She said.

3 months lisa. Then I am going  back to Kai.

She said in a high tone.

A slight smile came across me..

I said, 3 months Jen, then you will go back to a person you truly love!!

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