It's always been you!

School together

Next day morning

Jennie lazily got out of her bed. She had no sleep the whole night. She looked at her self. Puffed eyes and messed hair.

She was sad, for herself. The badass sexy girl she used to be has turned in to a mess. She sighed.

She had a warm bath and deep thoughts. Got ready to go to school not knowing what will happen to her. Aimless, hopeless and dreamless.

She picked her bag and car keys and went down stairs.

Her mom was sipping a coffee while her dad was reading a news paper on the dining table.

Good morning angel! My mom said.

Good morning mom.

I said in a dry voice. I had no energy to hate them or argue with them.

Dad looked at me with an unrecognizable look.

May be he knows how I hate of everything happening right now. May be he is suffering inside for making his only daughter dipping in shit.

I locked my gaze in his eyes with no emotions. Eye felt tears dropping from my eyes. Yeat no emotions in my eyes.

Blank. I was blank.

Take care my baby. We love you. Please never forget that!

My dad uttered with a broken voice looking away from me.

He was guilty. I know he is.

I didn't say anything.

I moved out of the house.

And I almost had a heart attack!

Jen-  what the fuck are you doing earliy in the morning Manoban. Leave me alone for christ sake.

Jennie started crying and yelling in anger at Lisa who was atanding there at the gate waiting for Jennie to drive her to school.

Lisa slowly came near Jenny who was still crying like a lost puppy.

She hugged jenny like a giant hugging a baby doll.

Very tightly, yet very carefully.

Jennie had no strength to fight her back but to let her hug her and cry in her arms.

Moments later Jennie's sobbs fade away. And she pushed lisa's hand.

Lis- Im here to take you to school nini. Let's go. Hmm. Let's go for now. Come on. Let me take your bag nini.

Lisa wiped off Jennie 's tears while trying to get her bag. Jennie hold on to her bag and gave a glare to Lisa who sighed.

Lisa let go of the bag and try to hold jennie's hand to guide her to her bike.

Again she shrugged off lisa's hand.

Lis- fine nini. Then please come with me. I won't do anything or toich you. Please come with me. Don't make you parents upset.

Jennie looked back at the door and found her parents looking at them.

She gave in and move forward with lisa to her bike.

She has ridden the bike with Lisa a thousand times. It was nothing new to them. So lisa took a helmet and tried to put it on jennie's head, which she did everytime they rode.

But Jennie backed. She grabbed the helmet from lisa and wore it her self while Lisa was looking at her with a painful smile.

She tried to buckle up the helmet a few times but she was struggling.

Lisa then grabbed jennie's hands and put them down harshly. Jennie was frowning at lisa. But lisa didn't mind and buckle the helmet.

Jennie was so embarrassed. But Lisa was not going to make fun of Jennie which made Jennie to feel somewhat relieved.

Lisa got on to the bike, her action made Jennie skip a beat in her heart like she always does when she jumps in the bike.

Lisa MANoban.

Lisa looked at Jennie waiting for her to hop on.
Jennie then got on to the bike because there was nothing else she could do.

Lisa was waiting for Jennie to hold her from the back to start riding. But Jennie just sit back and was planning to not hold on to Lisa.

Jennie knew lisa was waiting for her to hold her.

Jen- just go. I don't want to hold on to you.

Lisa had her heart pierced.
She slowly started the ride and was riding very slowly cause she was afraid Jennie might fall down.

Lisa was really hurt but she had nothing to do. She looked right infront and drove slowly while tears kept dropping her eyes.

The ride was too slow. And they were kinda getting late.

Jen- could you please speed up. I don't wanna get late.

Jennie blabbered.

Lisa ignorrd it and drove slowly.

Jennie was pissed and again

Jen- yahhh.!! We are getting late. Could you please hurry.

And Jenny was startled of lisa did next.

Lisa stopped the bike suddenly.

Lis- get off.

Jennie was shocked.

Lis- GET OFF I SAID.

Jennie got off the bike she was having a  small panick attack. She never have seen lisa like this.
She was looking at lisa in a terrified face.

Jennie saw lisa's tears. But her eyes were full of hurt. Not anger.

Lisa got off the bike and looked at Jennie. She wiped her tears and came closer to Jennie. Jennie was still and frozen with a trembling heart.

She was afraid to move or say anything.
Lisa was frightening. Lisa took jennie's hands.

The touch was soft. Lisa caressed jennie's palms with her thumbs.

Jennie was still frozen.

Jennie feels the warmth of lisa's heart. But she is too confused to accept any.

Jennie, lisa said in a very broken voice. Very husky, and very romantic for a third person if one was watching. But not for Jennie.

Lisa was full of love towards Jennie who was hating lisa at the moment like there is no tomorrow.

Jennie, I know you don't want to be near me nini. I know you disguts me. Its ok my baby. I know how you feel.
I am not blaming you for anything. I am sorry you have to feel this way. I am sorry that you have to be with someone you hate.

I am sorry for everything Jennie.

Just please, please hold on to me until we go to school Jennie. I don't want you to get hurt. What if you fall down. I won't be able to live my life if Anything, anything happens to you.

So please bear with me just for today. Just hold on to me just this once.

Lisa sobbed. Bitting he lower lip she tried to stopp crying. And she did.

Jennie was melting inside her heart. But she showed no emotion.

I promise you i will drive the car from tomorrow.
So you don't have to hold on to me. Ok baby?

Lisa said in a serious tone.