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Today's special

Jennie's pov

Oh my god. Did she just hugged my back. ?

And she is resting her head on my back? What??
What is she saying.  Let's stay like this for a little.
Like this.? Uaa. Ok what ever. Hmm this feels comfortable. But why? May be I miss her. Should I lean back to her...?  NOOOOO. UH what ever I don't care. I should slowly lean back. (Smirks and lean back.)

Oh my.. did she just tighten the embrace? Uwaahh..
What the fuck am I doing. Uhhhhrrrrrr I don't care. Oh fuck.

What? What is she saying now?

Nini, have you ever thought that we could be something more than best friends?

The following os Jennie's thinking

We what? You are my best friend. What the fuck.
Wait what now? Why?? No hug me back. What? Why would i want her to hug me.

Oh why is she kneeling. Fuck fuck what should I do. Urr. Ah right right. Sea.. sea.. hi sea... how are you sea?

What is she saying? She loves me? What? WHAT? WHEN? WHY? NOOO she is kidding.
What. I was never a friend. Head over heels?Fuck you lisa. You loved me since a long time. No you were my friend. Fuck you.

Why am I shaking.? I want to cry. But why? SEA. HELP ME. I DON'T WANT TO CRY.
Timing. Huh. After all these years what the fuck are you talking lisa. Am I a joke to you.

What, you went to Thailand cause of that? You were sad? YOU WERE FUCKING SAD? but you said you were ,,uhh i don't know.
Why would you drink? Whtmy would you weep? Oh fuck! Not now Jennie not now. Oh please tears help me out a bit. Not now tears. Ohh fuck you tears.
I can't wipe my tears. She is holding my hand. Why can't i let go her hand. I need to wipe my tears.
Ah why did she said she was happy for me and Kai then. Why did you looked me from afar. I always wanted you to be with me. You were the one kept distance. You said me and Kai need privacy. Fuck you. I always wanted you to come and sit next to me at lunch.
You were the one kept the distance. Fuck. You always made jokes from afar. Screw you. Why are you telling this shit now.

Uhhrrmmm. Did she just wipe my tears. Thanks. NOO. no thanks. She the one making me cry.

Huh now what. You never want me to get hurt. Then what the fuck do you think you are doing right now.

What the fuck lisa.... stop this please. I can't listen to you anymore lisayaaa. Stop it please. Why would you be happy to call me your wife this much. You were happy just to call me your wife.. really? And why the fuck do you think that you will loose me. No I can't live without you, you sucker. You don't know it. You are my best friend. You were always there beside me. And you will always be. Don't fucking just think of leaving me behind.
Yeah you are selfish. You arrogant bitch.

OH DON'T SIGH ME LISA. you just can't sigh and let go all. You make me miserable.

What now. Oh thanks. I really needed the handkerchief. Oh sorry but no thanks. You don't deserve a thankyou. Uh I'll just cover my face with this. Fuck Jennie stop crying like a pig.

What? My love? Nini ok fine! My angel ! Huh again? Why does my stomach flipping? Oh stop it Lisa don't play with words here. What chance?  Oh come on lisa. You don't need chances. What the fuck. Miserable? Huh do you read my mind now? Awkward.. what chance are you talking Lisa? Uh I can't see a thing. Should I lower this and see her face.
Oh..
No no lisa. Don't cry now. No no. Nooo. I must do something else. I can't stand to see her if she starts crying now.
Ok you can have the handkerchief now. Imma go now.

Where to? Ah SEA.. Hear I comee.....

Ayyyyy isn't she following me???
Ah ohhh she is. Yeah. Follow me.
Awkward. What just happened?
Why is my stomach dancing? Fuck HEART STOP DRUMING.

Is she crying? Should I check? Must eye her. Ah no she is just following. Good.
Ok what did she just say? I need to get the shit together...

Uh I can't process. Shit brain. WORK now brain. Work now. Noo please.

Why am I being like this.

Oh who is that? Ah Chaesoo.  Good lod gracious. Thank god. I should run to Rose.

Jennie screams and talks to Rose

Rojeyaaaaaaaaaa.......

Hugs.

Rose- what is wrong. You look eerrrrr.. odd I guess..

Jen- I am confused. I will talk to you later.  Just let me hug you for a little. I am weak in my knees.

Rose- fine. What ever. (Pats Jennie)

Jennie thinks.

Why? Ok I get that everything happened to a reason. ALRIGHT  ALRIGHT AHE DID IT FOR MY SAKE. fuck. But she loves me? LISA LOVES ME. she loves me. She loves me. she loves meeee.oh. she loves me. Heart stop. Stop. Stoooop. She love me.

But she is my best friend. How could she love me? This is too much to process. I need time. I need more time. What about Kai. Why did she? Uh Im not thinking for now. Focus. Focus. Sun is bright... breeze is fine. Sea is nice. Rose is good to hug.... yeah cool.

Is that Jisoo screaming. What now. Ah finally food. Yeeeyyy yaaay let's go. Food here I come.

After a few minutes

Oh no no no Rojeyaa .fuck bitch you ditched me. Ah fine. Aigoo look at them all clingy. Yikks. Haha. But they are cute together. Haha good for you Chaesoo.
Oops is this lisa beside me. No no no. Eyes away.

Is she talking to me.?
What should I eat? Why is she stumbling? Hikks is she afraid? Haha Lisa ya. Look at you. Giggles.

What should I eat though? Mmm ah what ever she knows whats best.

Anything..

Grrr...  exactly...you order exactly what I needed idiot. You know what I want. So stfu and buy me anything you think is good. Uh you and your words.

Oh this one? Oh jisoo unni this one? Why are you looking at me Lisa. I don't know... I should just shrug. What ever.

Where is she looking at. Oh the menu.
Daebakkkk..... kimchi friedrice.... yey yey yey yeyyyyy...

Ah see. You know what is the best for me Lisa. You are the best.

What did I say she is the best. Aish, of course she is your best friend. I wouldn't have been with her for this long if she isn't the best.

Yey we are going in.....
Crap Lisa next to me. Shhhhrrrrgggrrr uh. Awkward.

Oh order. Today's special... YES.... oh is it for me. The one with less spice? Oh you know me well Lisa. And wow king coconut shake? Well that's new. Let's see.

And why are those two smirking at us. Yaa Chaesoo what the fuck.

Hmm. Oops awkward again. Please lord let the food arrive faster!!!!