It's always been you!

Confused!

The two had Jennie's favourite Ice cream. The situation was not too awkward. Less talk. Just enjoyed the ice creams while looking at the sea.

Lis- uwaa. The sun is already starting to set.
Jen- beautuful.
Lisa looking at Jennie

Lis- yeah beautiful.

Jennie saw lisa was looking at her. Her heart was fluttering. She blushed. Lisa noticed it and turn away not making it awkward.

Lis- you want more?
Jen- what?
Lis- Ice cream?
Jen- nah im full.
Lis- want to walk along the shore?
Jen- fine.
Lis- lead the way! (Smiles)
Jen- mm. (Starts walking. Trips over something and lost balance. Lisa hold her hand and avoid falling)

Jen- auch. ! Thanks.

Lisa trues to let go the hand. Jennie holds it back.

Jen- walk with me!
Lis- o o h ok. (Nodds faster. Making Jennie smile)

They walked holding hands for a while. The sun is almost dead. The gleaming orange light is turning in to dark now.
Jennie stopped and stares at the sun set. Lisa looks at Jennie. Looks at their hands holding. Lisa was happy. Simply happy.

Lis- Jennie (in a husky voice. Almost a whisper. Jenniefelt shiversin her spine.)

Jen- mm
Lis- will you be mad if I hug you right now?

Jennie looks at Lisa with widened eyes. Looks down. Shakes her head while digging a hole on the sand with her toes.

Lisa lets out a satisfying giggle. And hugs Jennie from behind.
Jennie leans back to Lisa's chest. And no gap in between. Lisa rests her chin on Jennie's shoulder. Both hearts are having mini heart attacks.

Lis- thank you for at least letting me this close to you nini. (Kisses the shoulder)

Jen- (lets out a silent moan.) Hmm. I hate you Lisa. But for some reason I find your back hug so comfortable to be honest. I don't want to be with you. But something is not right. I don't quite get what it is Lisa. I am so confused.

Lis- Thanks for saying that. I am glad that I could make you feel comfortable at least for a few minutes. And I understand that you hate me. I am totally aware of that. And if you need to comforted, just let me know. I will always be right behind you.

Jen- thanks. (Smiles. But sad.) It's really beautiful.  It goes down and make the whole world dark, and again it comes back making the world shine bright again. Wonderful.

Lisa chucles.

Lis- yeah I know . And as I said earlier, it is beautiful. And so does you. You are beautiful. (Kissesher shoulder again)

Jen- (shivers, froze and flying high)
Yaahh stop being cheesy. (Acts mad.)

Lis- shall we go back?
Jen- hmm.

Lisa let go off the hug. They goes back and lisa grabbed the bag, and headed back to the hotel under the night lights.

Lis- i wonder where Chaesoo is?
Jen- they must be busy. Let them be.
Lis- you are something else you know. Being so extra. Huh. ?

Jen- WHAT?  I didn't say anything wrong.

Lis-  hhahhahha hahah what ever.

They both went inside the hotel room with lightened hearts.
Lisa put the bag down, looked at Jennie,

Lis- so I guess i will be back to take you for dinner? You want to go out? Or have it in? I will be back in 30 minutes. I have to change clothes.

Jennie thinks...

Jen- stay with me.
Lis- you what?
Jen- don't stay in that hotel. Stay here. Bring your things back.
Lis- (shocked. Questioning.. stares at Jennie) Nini, are you sure about this? I mean really will you be ok? You hate me to start with? Right.

Jen- oh just stfu and come back before I change my mind.

Lis- be right back.(runs like a bullet making Jennie laughs louder. )

Jennie's thinking

I should clear things. I need to clear my feelings. These unusual flutters, I need to come clear. Yeah this is me giving you the chance you asked Lisa. Try to prove me. I don't know what you have to prove.  Oh hell I already know that you love me. Its been only a few hours. But I get that it was PURELY LOVE  all along. I was always been loved by you. Akd I never did realise it. Until you said it yourself.

I am sad. I didn't understand it before. But what if i did understand earlier? Would it change anything?

Kai! Oh god, I really don't know anymore.  Oh but why? Why would she have attacked Kai though? I need answers.

What ever I am gonna ask her to stay with me for the rest of our honeymoon.
Oh thisnis our honeymoon.. what a honeymoon I get. Aish.

Oh is she back already?

Did you get everything back?

Lis- yeah. Mmmmm sooooo here I am. Anddddddd mmmmm. Oh dinner? Should we wait for the other two? Wait I will call them.

On the phone with Jisoo

Unnie where are you? Oh ah really? So you want have dinner with us tonight? Ah right right. Fine. Have fun..(call ends)

Lis- they are planning on staying in a cabana tonight. And they will havethere dinner out. What should we do?

Jen- let's just stay here. I am tired already.

Lis- fine by me. I order. What do you want?
Jen- you order.
Lis- seriously? Oh tell me.

Jen- i am really fine with what ever you ordered for me this far. You know what may preferences are. I mean it Lisa. I never thought of it. But yeasterday and today made me think and I realized that you know me well. You know me more than my own mother. I have to admit that. I just don't know what to do Lisa. You just make me go crazy. Two days ago you still were my best friend. And now you are my wife.

One day ago I get to know that I was being loved by my best friend through out the whole time, which I never imagined.

Jennie crys. Lisa hugs her from side.

Jen- you told me, You love me. It was the first time i heard those words. Those words are very pleasing to here. But the timing is not right. I am supposed to hate you. You know that lisa. And suddenly after hearing those three words,  I started to feel everything differently. Everything you ever did to me was because you loved me. And I never understood it. And I feel so sorry for that. I must have hurt you alot Lisa. I didn't know anything. But still you keep asking me for a chance to prove your self. Lisa, you don't have to prove yourself.  I already know who you are. And how pure your love is. I am just confused.
And you know what is more painful?
That I don't miss Kai at all. He never comes across my mind for the past few days. I am supposed to miss him lisa. I was his girlfriend for fucks sake. But I don't feel him. I just am angry at you for making him leave. And i hate my sef for being like this. I don't want to talk with you all these. But I can't hide them either. So sorry for ruining the day in the end.

Lisa's thinking
What am i supposed to do now? Whoaaa dinner going else where..  Oh nini I am sorry if i made you uncomfortable with saying I love you.
Oh please don't cry. I know everything changed over night.. oh don't cry baby. Let me hug you.. aish. Shhhh don't cry.

Why? Haven't Kai told you it already? Oh that fucker. I should have just killed him.

It's fine nini. I was happy by just staying next to you. Looking at you was enough for me to survive. Oh thanks for understanding my love is pure. It will always be. Then give me chance to you fall in love with me.. mm.
What? You dont miss Kai. But why? This is new. You suppose to miss him and hate me for making him leave. Now I am confused too.