It's always been you!

Hate!

Lis- (breaks the hug, wipes Jennie'stears with her thumbs. Cups Jennie's face. Kisses forehead, rests her foreheadon Jennie's forehead).  I don't know what to say right now nini. I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable when I said you I Love you. I will no||

Jen- yah you idiot, didn't you listened to waht i said all this time?

Lis- i did, bu..

Jen- those three words hit me hard. Really hard. Eventhough I hate to admit it, those 3 words were really really nice to here. I loved it. I loved it when you whispered those 3 words to me. And I hate my self for that. (Chucles...) I think I am going crazy here.

Lis- shhh. Don't say so. Im really confused right now. Ummhnmm shall we have dinner first. Else I will want to whisper those 3 words repeatedly. I can't control my self. 

Jen- say it.

Lis- what?

Jen- SAY IT.

Lis- but jenn.

Jennie holds Lisa's neck tightly and pull her, now there faces were inches apart. Lisa gulped. Jennie bits her lower lip seductively. And looks in to Lisa's eyes. They were full of lust.

Jen- say those fucking 3 words right now.

Lis- fine fine.. i i lo love you!

Jen- NO MEAN IT.

Lis- jeeze. What the fuck are you doing?

Lisa grabs Jennie's hair roughly and pull back her head. Now lisa can see Jennie's full face.

Lis- you don't want to face the consequences of making a Manoban horny.

Jennie's eye widened. Her eyes changed from lust to scared. Lisa chuckled and let go of her hair. Lisa pushed Jennie back to the sofa and sat down making Jennie sit on Lisa's lap.

Lis-  did I scare you?
Jennie suddenly hid her face on lisa's chest and shook her head. Lisa chucles hugs Jennie and whispered,

I love you Jennie. And i mean it. ( Jennie tighten the hug. Cuddling more in to lisa's arms. )

Lis-  baby can we order now?
Jen- mmm.
Lis- mm can i get up?
Jen- oh yeah sure. ( stood up from lisa's lap.)

Lisa ordered the food and they decided to wash and get smchanged until food arrives. They both were wearing comfy clothes for the night.

The dinner was really nice but the two didn't talk at all. They stared at each other avoiding eye contact.

After the dinner. They both sat on the couch and watched tv.

Lis- nini, is it ok if I ask you something?
Jen- yeah.
Lis- what did you meant by that you do not miss Kai?

Jennie froze for a moment. Gulped

Lis- if its too much you don't have to answer. It's fine.

Jen- no noo. Hmm it's just, I thought after marrying you and all, I will miss Kai the most. Cause he is my boy friend.  I ve heard and seen people missing each other when they are at a distance.
But I do not feel any thing. I just don't even remember him at times. And I fucking hate my self for that. I am a very bad girl friend. Hmm.

Lis- hmm. I don't really know how to answer that. I thought other wise. Hmm. And haven't he said you that he loves you by the way?

Jen- no just I like you. And cuddling.  And hugging and just kis|||