It's always been you!

Missing Kai!

Lisa dressed up with a beach short and a sleeveless t shirt. Under it the black bikini was hiding.

She then walked back to pick Jennie.
Lisa knocked on the door and Jennie came out with a bag, a towel some extra clothes and sun cream were in it. Lisa took the bag from Jennie signaling yhat she will carry it.

Lis- shall we?

Jennie nooded and lead the way.

Lisa followed Jennie to the beach and sat in a bench under some coconut trees. The beacha was crowded.

Lisa then phoned Jisoo to tell the exact location.
Meanwhile Jennie was trying to apply sun cream over her body. She has removed her top shirt. And only ware bikini and the beach short.

Lisa can see Jennie was struggling with the sun cream. And Then,

Lis- mmmmm Jen, may I??

Jennie didn't said anything and gave the sun cream to Lisa.

Lisa then slowly applied some on Jennie's back. Both of them were biting there lower lips. Trying to ease out the excitement.

Gladly Chaesoo arrived at the very moment which made both the girls relieved.

Jisoo- oh my eyes.
Rose laughs.

Lisa quickly sat next to Jennie and act normal.

Lis- Hey yaa buddies.
Jisoo- hi hi love birds. What a sight early in the morning Jisoo smirked making Rose burst in to laughter.

Jennie and lisa both cleared there throats and looked either sides.

Jisoo- so whats the plan?

Lis- shall we get something to drink first unnie? Mind joining me to the juice bar?

Jisoo- sure. Rojeyaa wait here I will go with Lisa. (She winked at Rose. Rose knew they will take time talking)

Rose nodded and said  good take your time, Jennie and I have to have some girl time too.. so you guys take time...

Jisoo then kissed Rose and the kiss got a little deep which took a few seconds.

Lisa then looked at Jennie, and said,  will you be fine with Rose? I will be back soon with unnie. I will bring something to drink ok. Wait right here and don't go anywhere.  Ok? Don't go to the sea without me ok.?

With a straight face. Jennie looked at lisa and nodded.

Jennie some waht liked it when Lisa acts all possessive. Dominant.

Then lisa and Jisoo headed to the juice bar.

Rose-  So Jennie i am all ears.

Jen- thanks Rose.. Hmm I don't k ow how to start. Or where to start.

Rose held Jennie's hand and gave an assuring look.

Rose- What do you want to talk jen.

Jen- hmmmm. It's just that I can't understand my feeling right now Rojeya..im kinda lost.
You know to start with this whole mess, I hated Lisa for everything happened. Even though this marriage is purely for my benifit.

I lost it totally with what she did to Kai.
And making him leave me. She shouldn't have punched Kai. I don't even k ow why she did it.

But what my biggest problem is that I don't really miss Kai. For the past 2 3 weeks I never really missed him. His name only came up in my mind just because Lisa hit him and I wanted to hate her for that.

This morning I thought to my self why do I not miss him? I didn't quite get an answer.

May be you could help me Rose. You have been in a long term relationship nah?

I mean, I am still in a relationship with him. We never broke up. It's just he left me that day without saying anything.

And after 3 months Lisa and I will be, Jennie paused for a second. It was suddenly difficult to say the word. She looked down and we will be divorced.

Rose noticed the sudden mood swings.

Jen- i mean it was the original plan. Me going back to him again. But it seems like i don't really miss him as I thought I would miss him I don't miss him at all Rose. What the fuck am I?

Rose sighed and rubbed Jennie's back slowly thinking what to say.

Rose- Jennie, tell me what made you like Kai?

Jen- mmmmm, he was asking me out since for about an year.
And everyone was getting in to relationships. And I was just hanging out with Lisa. I needed to be i  a relationship. Actually I needed to show off.

The hottest womanizer is my best friend already. And Kai in the other hand was pretty hot too. He had girls swarming around him too. So a nother hot guy will be my boy friend.

And it wouldn't have hurt to have a boyfriend. He did seems nice and, Lisa also said he seems good and also Lisa said that she was happy cause I was happy with Kai and all. Yeah she said that after she came back from Thailand. Eer she left me alone for a week. And came back with a small key tag. Jennie smiled without knowing. Hikks. It was good to have her back.

We were being together for 3 months. Eventhough I didn't allow any intimacy before marriage, we did kiss. We had lunch togetehr. He was waiting for me at the parking. Walked me to the class room holding my hands. He is fun to be with.

Rose was analysing every detail Jennie speaks. Even her expressions.

She was laughing inside. Knowing that Jennie is all just confused.

Rose- do you love him?

Jennie pouted and thought for a moment.

Jen- i like him. Ofcourse. I might start loving him when time passes.

Rose- did he text you at home? May be in the morning and evening or night?

Jen- mmm yeah some times. I mean he is busy with his soccer practices. And he stayes up all night sometimes to study all night. So he text me when he is free. I didn't bother him. You know i didn't want to be an annoying girlfriend.
He had dinner parties often,cause his dad runs a big corporation.

Rose- who do you text most? I mean we have a group chat ryt?

Jen- mmm yeah group chat. Mm It's Lisa actually. I have a morning text, for sure when i get up. And we do keep texting until we meet at school. In the evening yeah we text in the group chat. You me Jisoo unnie and Lisa.

Rose have now realised some facts. Still let Jennie to speak. She needed more.

Jen- at the gate lisa waits for me with you all and when I go to Kai, she smiles me and keeps making jokes with gestures until we reach the class.

She does that during the lunch too.aigoo  Jennie chuckles without realizing she was.
And she gives me a call before bed. It was a habit since a long time. And I end up sleeping talking to her. Sometimes Kai phones me. But I have to call Lisa even it is late night otherwise I can't fall a sleep.

Jennie keeps on talking. But she doesn't think of what she is talking. The only problem that was in her mind at the time was why She didn't miss Kai.

Rose in the other hand was clapping in her mind.

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A/U

Guys what do you say?
Borning?
Sorry. It's my first time. Im trying my best.
Thanks for the support..