It's always been you!

She is Lisa!

Jennie's pov

I couldn't believe my eyes when Lisa started to cry. She never cries. She never cries. My heart melted.

Why is she even crying. Just why?

I am still speechless.

Now what? She stops crying. Down in on her knees holding my hands smoothly like she always does,

She is speaking. Why does my heart ache?

Jennie, you are my best friend since a long time. I love you more than anything in the world. Just so you know that. This whole marriage thing is to save your company and your self from what is obvious of happening. I have no ulterior motivation. You know me well Jennie I would never imagine to hurt you even in a slightest way.

We will go through this marriage. Just by papers. I will let you go after three months. No matter what I will set you free.

And I know that after this you won't see me as your best friend Jennie.

Do you know how much it hurts me to accept that fact?

Tears broke in me. But I spoke steadily.

I won't be able to sit beside you like we did for all those years.

I won't be able to laugh with you. Cry with you. Tease you. Cuddle you. Hug you. I won't be seeing you everyday. I won't be able to do mischievous thing we did. Not anymore. Not with you.

You think this marriage is doing any good to me?

I will be loosing my fucking best friend Jennie. I will fucking loose you!!

She said with her husky voice. But I knew she is serious.

I could make Kai understand the situation. I could talk to him and aske him to bear three months.
I will save my my company and in the end I will make sure not to loose Lisa.

I can't fucking loose this precious little thing.

No matter what happens in three months. I will still make sure that Lisa is still my best friend.

She thinks that I will hate her for what happened. I hate her I do. But I know she does this for my benifit.

Seeing that she is broke in her heart thinking that I will kick her out of being my best friend makes me mad. Oh My Lisa.

But I still couldn't smooth talk her.

I said Just 3 months. 3 months and I am going back to Kai.

She said just 3 months and you will go back to the one you love.

She stood up, leaned down to me and wiped my tears off my cheeks. And smiled. It was sad. Her smile. But she smiled at me.

I wanted to hug her Like I normally do. But now things are different. I have to be strict to her for 3 months. After that I hope I will be her best buddy again. NO LIS. I AM NOT GIVIING UP ON YOU.
but I do not know how to. Lord help me.
I cant loose her. But I cant be with her either.

What the hell am I suppose to do?

She was still looking tight into my eyes. I don't  know what she was thinking.
Ahe leaned down and placed a warm meaningful kiss on my forehead. Her right hand was holding the back of my head.

I was frozen. We do kissing all the time as friends. But this one. It was different.
I shove her off. Pushing her back.
Her face was darkened and she looked down and said sorry.

Sorry nini, I better go now.  She said and hurried out of my room.

I found my self again crying. What is the world is happening to me.