It's always been you!

Mixed feelings

Jennie knows how much Lisa hates to drive cars. She knows riding cars makes lisa remember the horrific incident of losing her sister.

Lisa lost her sister years back when they escaped the night behind there parents back.
Lisa was driving the car even though she didn't had the driver's license back then. Her sister was on the passenger seat.

The two siblings loved each other alot.
They were having fun to the max singing out loud with the radio and enjoying the breeze until suddenly a drunken basterd crashed the car from back which made lisa's sister throw out ow the car as she wasn't wearing the seat belt.

Lisa was hurt with a broken leg and arm.

Her sister died on the scene.

And lisa was having therapy for years to overcome the shock she had. And Jennie was acting a major roll of her recovery.

And Jennie knows she hardly drove the car after the incident and she even gets panic attacks time to time when she rides the car.

So Jennie was feeling so sad and shocked when Lisa suddenly said she will drive the car from tomorrow.

And suddenly she thought  ah bring it on Lisa yah.. you must suffer too.. good for you yeah bring the car and let's suffer  together.

A slight smirk appeared on Jennie's face which lisa didn't notice.

Lis- shall we go now Jennie?

Jen-  kay.

Lisa let go of Jennie's hands slowly and looked in to Jennie's eyes. Lisa's eyes were hurt. Yet they were full of love. And Jennie didn't seem to notice it.

They got back on the bike and this time Jennie hold on to lisa tightly.

Though the reluctance shown from Jennie,  Lisa was somewhat satisfied.

She drove fast heading to school.

They got off at the parking wherr chaesoo were waiting for them.

Jennie you and I are going to talk to Kai today. Together. You understand what I say?

Said lisa with the bitch tone which Jennie is scared. While unbuckling jennie's helmet. The buckle suddenly popped out and hit hard on lisa's bandaged arm.

Ahuuh!
Lisa gasped.

Jennie took lisa's hand and looked at lisa with worried eyes.

Lisa smiled sadly and removed Jennie's hand slowly letting go off it.

Jennie felt a sudden pain.

Remember meet Kai with me today. Got it.?  Lisa uttered and that brought Jennie back to hating mode.

Jennie nodded looking away from Lisa's eyes angrily.

And then they all gathered. Lisa Jennie jisoo and Rose.

Chaesoo felt the tension between lisa and Jennie but they didn't show any difference.

The bell rang for the lunch break.

Jennie was looking for Kai behind Lisa's back. And Lisa too was not around.

Jennie got a text message.

Lisa- come meet me at the rooftop.

Jennie sighed and climbed up to rooftop unwillingly.

She entered the roof top and saw lisa standing like a mad dog. And Kai was also there looking down with his bruised face.
Lisa saw Jennie and dragged her towards Kai who still was looking down.

Jennie felt her bursting silent tears not knowing what to.

Now Jennie is standing infront of Kai and Lisa is still holding Jennie's wrist tightly.

Jen- your are hurting me lisa. Let go of my hand.

She tried to pull out her hand.
Lisa smirked and let go off.

Lis- tell him now Jennie or I will.

Lisa said louder.

Jennie looked at Kai and held her hand to hold Kai's hand.

Lis- Nah huh. No touching. No fucking touching.

Jennie suddenly backed a few steps as lisa growled like a wolf.

Jen- ok ok ok Ok.. just don't shout at me. Please lisa. Please.

Jennie stuttered. Making lisa skip a beat in her heart.

Making Jennie scared of her is the least thing lisa wanted. But the circumstances does not allow lisa to be good to Jennie.

Jen- Kai please listen to me Kai. I don't know how to start. Kai I have to marry lisa.

Jennie cries louder and look at Kai. But he doesn't seems to be surprised or shocked or anything. He was just looking down.

Jen- i have to marry Lisa,Kai, do you hear me? Kai we have to break up.
But don't worry I will be back with you in three months. Kai please wait for me. Can you do that fo me Kai. I know it os too much to ask Kai. But please.
Kai talk to me kai say something. Talk to me Kai for God's sake.

Jennie cried pleading. But Kai did not respond.

Kai slowly looked at lisa. Then Jennie did too. Lisa took her bandaged hand and fist it tightly so that Kai could see.

Lisa held her fist tight and hit her own head lightly. Not noticing that Jennie was looking at her 

Jennie suddenly gasped.

Jen- you. You did this to him? You ruined his face lisa. you. How dare you di..

Kai suddenly interrupted Jennie.

Kai- I am sorry  Jennie. Im so sorry for everything.

He looked at lisa and ran down.

Jen-  no kai wait. KAI wait. Please listen to me.

He is gone.

Jen-  this is all because of you. All you. You hippocratic disloyal jerk.

Jennie cries. She is now burning with hate. Lisa hit Kai. She hurt him. And now Kai is gone. All because of Lisa.

She slapped Lisa. Crying. Then turn to follow Kai.
But lisa held her tightly.

Lis- forget him nini. Forget everything about him.
Just focus on me and just me. Keep on hating me. And forget that you love him. Ok.
Your everyday target is hating me. Nothing else.

Jennie just sat on the floor.

The business came to mind. Her parents came to her mind.

While crying she thought to her self

This is my fate. I won't be able to have a blessed love life. I will be living in a prison for the rest of my life. For the sake of my parents.
FINE I WILL JUST BE A GOOD DAUGHTER AND A PRISNOR.

A/N
Please state your ideas. Any thing you would like to add up.
I am totally focusing on JENLISA.
I hope to write about others too. Hopefully in the future....