It's always been you!

My story

Lisa's POV

Jennie, she is my best friend. Since kindergarten. She loves me. But not the way I love her. She isn't just simply a friend to me. I loved her. As in love love.

But I never intended to show her that. I never had the urgency of showing her that. Cause we were acti g like a couple even though we didn't actually were a one.

Reality didn't hit me until she said she was gonna say yes to Kai.
It struck me like lightning. But I couldn't show any difference. I made an excuse and wend back to Thailand for a week after they officially started dating. I cried my self alone in my huge room. I drank. I smoked. I cried again. Week was enough for me to waste my self and to understand that all I ever want is Jennie been happy.

I asked my self, is she happy now? Over and over?
And concluded that if she is happy, I shoupd be happy. And support her no matter what.

After a week I came back to Korea. And Jennie was very happy to see me back at school. She hugged me like I was been gone forever. I hugged her tightly too. Emotions rushed through my mind. But I was ready to suppress them.

How have you been nini? I asked her

I missed you lis... I am glad you came..
She said. I smiled lightly and hold her hand.

I bought you something.. I gave her the keytag I bought back at the airport.

Thankyou lis.. she said.

And I saw Kai coming towards us. He nodded at me. And I did the same.
This is the first time Im seeing him after they started officially going out. Sparks were poping in my heart. But I knew how to diminish them.

Jennie, Kai said.

Jennie turned around and I see her smile widened.

She is happy. I murmured to my self.
Knowing that she is no longer mine to claim and I had to be happy for her.

I'll catch you later lis, thanks for the gift...

She went with Kai.

I sighed and move forward aimlessly.
I knew I have nothing now.
I just have to be happy as she is happy now.

I patted my self in my mind.  Good job lisa yaa.. good job. You are doing pretty good. You are the best..

I was sugar coating my selfwhile entering the class room.

Later after about a week or two I met Kai alone. I asked him to meet me and not to say anything to Jennie about our meeting. We agreed to meet at a coffe shop near our school.

Yes Lisa, why would you want to meet me? Kai asked.

I gave him an assuring smile.

Kai, Jennie and I have been friends since a very long time. I love her more than anything in the world.
And I am glad that she is happy with you now. I can see she is happy. And that makes me happy.
If you ever bothered her or hurt her in the slightest manner I won't let it slight easily Kai. I am just telling you in advance. Don't think I am be rude or offensive. I am just worried about her.

She deserves the best. And I hope you could give her the best.

I sopke my heart out.

I heard his phone buzzing 3 4 times while I speak. He just look at the screen and ignored them. May be Jennie, I though to my self.. This impatient brat... I smiled in my heart.

Kai was sitting there and had his mouth slightly opened cause of what I just said.

Uh I I i uhh. Lisa, I dont no what to say. But thanks, and I will make her happy. I promise you.

He said. Still stuttering.

He might be caught off guard. I thought.
Ha ha haa Kai.. i was chuckling to my self.

That meeting ended like that. Everything was back to normal. Except the slight pain in my heart everytime I see My Jennie is in Kais hands. But she was happy. And so was I.

Until the company crisis occured.