It's always been you!

9. Patience.

Lisa made Jennie stand up and took her hand. Jennie was sobbing and let Lisa do what ever she wanted. Lisa slowly walked Jennie down to the bathroom and made sure no one was in to lock the door.

Lisa then wiped jennie's tears with her left palm, very slowly and caringly. Jennie has now stopped sobbing and was just standing. Lisa then washed jennies face slowly, like she was holding a thin glass. very smoothly making sure she wouldn't hurt Jennie.

And her bandage got wet. she didn't care. Jennie saw that her bandage was soaked. Jennie grabbed lisa's hand and removed the soggy bandage. angrily.

'why do I even care. what if she dies with rotten hand. shy should I fucking care. why can't I just ignore? why am I taking this bandage off? of fuck me. I hate me'

Jennie thought while removing the bandage. Lisa was silent. her hand was badly hurt. like she might have punched a wall. Jennie stared at the wounds with a blank expression.

Jen- go get treated.

Jennie said.

lisa just nodded and,

Lis- let me wash your face first nini. you look bad.

Jen- I will take care of my self. just go and treat your self.

Lis- I am not leaving you alone nini. I will go with you. I am sorry but I will follow you everywhere in the school. I can't let you be alone in the school.

now what? Jennie thought. I have no freedom at school too. great. what else I am gonna loose?

Jennie thought. Sighed.

Quickly washed her face and Lisa gave her handkerchief to Jennie.

She grabbed it and wiped her face which made Lisa smile.

Jennie frowned and gave back the handkerchief to Lisa.

Jen- Lets go now.

Lisa followed Jennie to the medical room. Jennie took the first aid kit and cleaned Lisa's wounded hand applying some ointment before rolling the bandage up.

Lisa looks at Jennie with no expressions on her face. and her eyes were blank.

Jennie saw Lisa biting her lower lip and making a light squeaking sound.

Lisa was crying. OMG she is crying, trying hard to control it, but almighty Lisa was crying again in front of Jennie who was shocked not knowing what to do now.

Jennies thoughts - why is she crying now? I am the one should cry? is her wounds hurting? no she is not that weak. Why in the world is she crying now? And what's wrong with me? why am I taking care of her? May be cause she was my best friend for a long time. may be I still feel her like my friend. am I crazy? she ruined my life. I am suffering because of her. then why the fuck am I holding her hand cleaning her wounds? the hand that hurt my Kai. Why?

Her trance was broken when Lisa suddenly spoke, She is not crying now.

Lis- Jennie, I am sorry for hurting you like this baby. I don't know anymore. I know what ever I do to make you happy, it won't work. I know you will only hate me. It's ok Jennie. I will always be there for you. even though it hurts to see you like this. give me sometime. will you nini?

Jennie didn't answer. she just finished doing the bandage and let out a deep sigh.

Lisa's pov

I tried my best to hide my pain. It was fucking hard for me to look at her face which is empty. She was never like this. I know she now hates me like hell. But what could I do?