Double Rainbow

Break up?

Yesterday was a great day. I went to my very first college football game and was the guest celebrity picker. I had a really great time and even threw corn dogs at the camera! I had fun but John wasn't with me.

We haven't been talking in a while it's been about a week or so. I text him , no reply, call him, no answer. I know I know I should trust him but he could be cheating on me. No stop Katy, he loves you. I don't know what to think.

I was sitting in my hotel room just watching the wonderful view I had while butters was on the bed playing with her chew toy. I picked up my phone and went threw all the pictures me and John had together, there was a lot.

Our first date, Japan, Hawaii, almost everywhere. We even had one of us kissing under the Eiffel Tower in Paris, Shannon took it for us. I closed photos and decided to call John, hopefully he answers.

It rings for a long time until the final ring he answers.

"Katy?" he says in a supine see tone.

"How come you haven't been answering my calls or replying to me texts messages?" I say with a sad tone.

"I've been busy but I'm sorry"

"John..."

I really didn't want to bring this up but I had no choice.

"Are you... are you seeing someone else?" I whispered scared if his response.

"What? no Katy why would you think that I love you. Ya I haven't been calling you or texting you but that doesn't mean I'm sleeping with someone!" he said annoyed.

"Well you could at Keats make an effort John! It's like you for even try to make this work. We are really busy people but I try to keep in touch and nothing. You can't even text for a little bit?"

It was silent. This was just pissing me off.

"You know what John if you can't make an effort in this relationship then why should I? I'm done.... were done." The last sentence I said with a sob. I couldn't bare to hear him say another word so I just hung up.

I threw my phone on the chair and cried so loud. Letting it all out. I felt empty. I will always love John no matter what, but for now I needed to think cuz I don't know what just happened.

Johns POV

What just happened? So were done know what? I can't live with out her she's my world she changed me, I love her so much, more than myself.

I would never cheat on her, never. I'm not that kind of person. I care for her way to much to ever hurt her, but I just did.

I haven't been replying to her text or answering her calls because I've been in the studio like crazy! We are working on a new album and I get little brakes. I use that for eating or using the restroom. When I get home I go right to sleep. I just haven't had time.

Plus I got her a ring. I was ready to marry her but I don't know for sure. I'm going to have to fix this,but how?

I ran to my computer and searched up PWT dates and scrolled all the way down to tomorrow's date.

"Memphis, Tennessee "

I'm going to Tennessee and meet up with her and explain everything to her. I cant loose the love of my life.