The Broken Pieces💔

Realization no. 7: The last message for him

This is the last message I will lend to you my love:

"Thank you! thank you for loving me. Thank you for accepting the girl who didn't believe in forever but when you start loving her, all her faith in life and the vocabulary she built was destroyed. She once believe to the magical word and you change her a lot. Thank you for the motivation and the love you gave to her in those times that she felt unloved, pressured, and freaking stress which probably lead to depression. You change her thanks to you! She once felt the love that you gave and in that time, she felt very lucky to have you as a protector.

Don't worry, I am not blaming you for leaving me because I deserve this pain I was suffering. Maybe I made the right decision in my life and into your life also.

Am just happy that you let me enter your magical world even though in just a small period of time.

I feel so much love in there and am just sad because it ended so fast.

My feelings towards you will not easily be fade. I know in myself how much I love the guy who change me in all aspects. But, I didn't expect in return.

Just let me love you until this feelings of mine will vanished and faded. But for now, just let me. That's my only wish and I hope you will also fulfill that! Thanks for molding me into a strong girl. I will remember you for that!

For now, focus on your studies because that's the reason why I give you up easily without asking more before I agree to your break up dramas.😊 Prove to me that the lovestory we both delay/pause (because in my heart, I didn't stop it we just delay the happenings and improvements) was worth fighting for.

One day, slap to my face the diploma you earned and in that time and moment, I will congratulate myself for the great decision I made in my whole life.

Goodluck for the both of us. God truly have a better plan that's why he let us suffer in this kind of thing and one thing is for sure, we have better gifts from him ahead.

For now, let's just face our dreams even though we're not together to fight those struggles and obstacles that may hinder to our life but always think that I am just one chat away!