The Mating Rights

Chapter 28

Taya's POV

   I'm a newly engaged woman and it feels great. Jesse took me home telling me I needed to rest and save energy for the change tomorrow. When we got there I took my clothes off and went to the shower. Jesse joined me a minute later. I love this man with my whole heart. 

   "Let's save some water baby", he says to me right before kissing me.

   I wish I could give him my virginity, I want to give him everything I have to offer. Tonight would be the perfect night but we can't. I show him what I'm feeling in my mind. He casually soaps up my body while he watches the movie I play for him in our minds. 

   It's us on the bed and we're touching and loving. He's driving me wild and my cries of pleasure make him hard. We're joined together at the most intimate parts and we're staring into each others eyes as we climax. 

   I finish the thought as I start soaping him up. I notice that he's hard and run my hands up his chest and lock them around his neck. His face is what shocks me. He looks so incredibly sad. 

   "I'm fucking terrified Taya. I can't lose you. I need you here with me. I'll be fucking crushed if anything happens to you tomorrow. You don't know how badly I want to give you everything in the world right now just in case I don't get to experience it with you later. I've never been scared of anything in my life. Only losing you", he tells me kissing my shoulder. 

   I feel bad for putting him through this but it's the only way I know that we can be happy together and not looking over shoulders the rest of our life. I have to do this to him and maybe this is also me proving to him that I'm all in after that attempt at leaving him.

   "You'll get to do all of the things you want to do with me bubs. We're in this together and I have a wedding to look forward to now", I tell him trying to soothe his wandering mind.

   We finish showering and he dries me off, brushes our teeth and combs through my curly hair. Once he's done with one half I braid it down into a "Pippi Longstockings" braid and wait for him to finish combing the other half of my hair for me to do the other side.  Once we're finished he takes me to bed. 

   I cuddle up to him with my leg over his waist. He is laying on his back with one arm around my shoulders and one behind his head. He stares up at the ceiling and I can't take his sadness anymore so I decide to distract him. 

   I crawl on top of him until I'm straddling his waist and my face is right in front of his. "You know that the first orgasm I ever had was with you", I tell him. 

   "Really baby? Like not even from your own hand", he asks surprised. 

   "Really Daddy. Teach me how to make myself come, please", I peck his lips.

   He sits up with me on his lap he leans me back so that I'm on my elbows and spreads my knees even wider. 

   "Your wish is my command little girl", he tells me and I feel myself soak instantly. 

   He pulls my panties to the side and takes one of my hands in his. He uses my hand to make me touch myself. 

   "Start slow babygirl, just rub slow circles right there baby", he is applying a light pressure to my hand. Then he lets go and lets me do it on my own. "Stay just like that for a minute", he says huskily. 

   Then he pulls his cock out of the front of his boxers and starts stroking himself. It's the hottest goddamn thing I've ever seen. "Faster baby", he takes my hand and slide my fingers inside of myself to wet them then places them back on my clit.

   I feel the intensity building and continue watching Jesse touch himself. Suddenly he pushes me fully on my back and puts his cock in between my legs, "I'm not going to fuck you today, we're just playing". 

   He rubs his cock up and down my clit creating a delicious friction. This is it! This is what I needed. He feels amazing and I'm lost in a sea of pleasure. I open my mind so that he can feel exactly what he's doing to me. I'm moaning and finally I feel the build up. 

   "Look at me. Don't you dare come this time. Together okay", he tells me. 

   "Hurry up", I tell him. It's extremely hard to hold on to this feeling without tipping over the edge. A few more pumps and he's there. 

   "Fuck okay, eyes on me", he says urgently.  

   I open my eyes and look into his beautiful blues. "Come little girl", and my body splits into a million little pieces. I yell Jesse's name as if I'm singing his prayers to the night. Coming at the same time with our minds open to each was the most intense feeling.

   Jesse gets up and grabs a towel. I feel him clean himself off of my tummy. The towel is warm and it's making me sleepy. "Rest babygirl", he coos at me. 

   I shake my head at him and sit up in bed until he comes into my arms, "now I can sleep".