You know too much about me. Not the useless stuff like my favorite color or food, but my inner thoughts. You've seen me at my lowest which only people who are close to me have seen. I'm pretty sure only one of my friends besides you has seen my in my depressed and emotional state. You have been there for me when I needed to rant or when my thoughts were shouting, ringing in my head, begging for me to release them. I never could till now. My crazy information was thought of as random or weird so I kept it to myself, hoping that people would accept me. You don't know it, but everytime you smile or even look my way, I feel at peace. There is no judgment in your eyes, there is no wall. You look so welcoming and it draws me in, finally finding someone who is willing to listen. I don't need anyone to understand my thoughts, but to keep an open mind when I voice them. You understand that people have different mindsets and various pasts and situations. You tell me the honest truth and I appreciate it. Honestly you give me a peace of mind that I only imagined happening. I don't need to analyze anything, I can just say what I want and not give a damn. I have a free state of mind when I talk to you. There are no thoughts jumbled up in my head. You give me a peace that I can't compensate for and I thank you for that. I thank you for the talks we had and the hugs we shared. I thank you for all the nights I came up with random theories and you just listened. Thank you for accepting me and letting me pour my feelings out. Thank you for being you.
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Unsheathed Heart
PoetrySome wisdom you must learn through the heart rather than the mind. Unsaid thoughts and unspoken feelings. A book of unspoken ideas that I was either too smart to say or too ignorant and weak to utter.
