Matt Vs Josh.

Chapter Twelve - If I Were In Your Shoes.

 "Wow the house is so clean its like you haven't even been here the past two months" If only he knew, At least I remembered to go get fresh food to bring round yesterday for his home coming 

''Josh Francheschi Huh How The hell Did That Happen?" I still after all this time was in awe about it myself but I wasn't sure if I wanted to tell my dad about the Jazz thing, He would only worry and now hes back she wouldn't try anything anyways, I'm going to have to make my own version of this story. 

"Jazz was ill so I decided to go out on my own for my birthday and I met josh in a club then when I was getting my taxi home I told the taxi rank I was going to Weybrige and they asked if I wouldn't mind sharing a taxi and there he was again and it kind of grew from that your okay with it tho dad?" I think I liked josh that much that no matter what my dad said I would continue to see him anyway, And Ive never gone against my dad before. 

"Josh seems like a nice guy"My dad was fidgeting around in his seat like he was uncomfertble I couldent understand what was wrong with him

"So come on DID YOU GET IT" I couldn't contain myself anymore I needed to know hes put everything into this, The corners of his mouth started to fold down and into a big frown and his shoulder's slouched my heart dropped. 

"I GOT IT !!!!" Before I knew it me and my dad were on out feet dancing around the living room like loonies. 

"Yess I'm so happy for you dad when do you start can I help at the office PLEASE" I really loved graphics, And I could help after college. 

"Well actually its not in the office its a bit of a way out to be closer to the company's head" God this didn't sound good, Did this mean we were moving to central London, I cant move away from Josh or college. 

"Not central London dad I have college to finish and Josh" My dad gave me a weird look that sent a shiver down my spine, I could sense it wasn't London. 

"Well I was actually going to offer you a place in the company so you dont have to be in college anymore" Now I knew the job wasent anywhere close. 

"Where is it dad" He cut all the crap in his stance and spat it out. 

"Its in New York" My dad jumped up and down happily, How could he just want to leave weybride NEW YORK, I cant go to New York, I have college and my bf and my life. 

"What dad I cant go to New York I have a life here we cant leave here everything here reminds me of mum and you just want to leave like she never existed like she never stood in that kitchen and cooked like she never sat on that sofa watching TV" Towards the end of my sentence tears began to well up in my eyes, I ran upstairs to my bedroom and slid down the door pulling myself into my safe position, I cant leave my dad knocked a few times trying to get me to talk to him until I Finlay wiped way my tears and shakily stood up, I opened my door and gave my dad a leave me alone look. 

"Dad give me time please I need to get ready for tonight" He gave me a nod and made his way downstairs, Running to the mirror I noticed how my eyes were puffy and red, Having already washed my hair last night I decided to just grab a quick body shower and get ready, Checking the clock and seeing it was 6 I had two hours, After finishing my shower I straightened all my hair pulling over my fringe and applying hair spray to my under layers, My hair always takes like an hour to do after making sure it was done, I went into my draws and pulled on a matching nickers and bra set and some black thigh highs and my black waist shorts, Tucking in a loose white vest top and finishing the look with some black heels and my black rolled up sleeve blaser, My neck felt bare without my locket, Checking the time I had 45 minutes to get over to Matt's in, so I slowly applied my foundation then my eye make up spending time with the eye liner to get it perfect, Finishing with some clear lip gloss, I grabbed my black bowler hat and put it on before grabbing my phone and bag and walking down the stairs, My dad got up out of his chair clutching a beer and gave me a weird look.